Wednesday

A place I can call home


"A place where there are people who remember and think of you.... There is the place you can call home" Naruto said that... on my eleven hour studying for my last paper.... I'm not emotionally stable... in my mind at the time was mix feelings.... I don't quite understand it myself... I was feeling glad that it was finally over... but at the same time I feel sad... Leaving friends?? leaving the place?? Its just that, over the years... this place had been my home... friendship was born... memories were created.... I felt like I'm leaving a part of me... I just couldn't study... and so I went to sleep... hoping to get up in the middle of the night to continue... hopefully by then.. it will be okay... Then... the guys called... They were asking when will I be back... and everything that seems so blur before.. becomes clear... I'm not heading towards the end.. but a start of something new... A new chapter In my life now... but as i turn on the other pages... I would still remember what was the story about on the previous chapters...

Friday

Do I look Like I care???


Seriously.. get over yourself...
I don't like to live my life a fucking lie...
so... if I'm not happy.. why should I lie about it...

Get your head out of your ass will you...

Saturday

So what if I'm single...


Just because I'm surrounded by beauty but chose not to acknowledge them doesn't mean that I'm Gay...

Your perspective and my perspective of beauty is different...

'Beauty is in the eye of the beholder..."


what matters to me is the beauty inside... that would last through an entire life...
instead off beauty from the outside that would only last for a short period of time...

So i choose not to get involve just yet... I'm not ready... I'm not the type of person that would jump on to the next girl after a relationship ends... I respect my former paramour and of what we had...

so just back off from me.... I don't need you're advise to put me out of my misery...