i'm i too desperate for love? that i can't seem to let you go...
i use to say if you love someone then let her go.... if she comes back to you then she's yours...
but i'm too scared to let go...
to scared that you might not come back.... you said it yourself that you wouldn't come back if you leave...
just the thought of that makes me hard to sleep at night.... and yes... you're what i'm thinking about before i close my eyes to sleep....
and i will wake up tomorrow feeling the luckiest guy alive to have been loved by you....
i know that you feel insecure because i don't easily fall in love with beautiful girls... so it will mean that i could fall in loved with just anyone.... but i do look for beauty my dear.... but the part that i fine most beautiful is the heart....
but you're more then that... you are beautiful and have a beautiful heart.... you're the greatest give that God have given me....
Wednesday
it seems like nothing is going right...
a simple honest mistake of a friend made me feeling very miserable....
if i look back and think about what had happen.... its been several similar cases... little thing leads to a big fight....
one by one it comes... what does it means? does it trying to say we're not meant for each other... and we're not destine for each other and this relationship that we have will lead to nothing buy heart ache and misery?
I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT !!!!
to me its all is just a test.... to see how strong our love for each other is...
i believe that if i stay true our love will last...
i love her just so much.... she's what i've been waiting for... please God... don't take away the most precious give that you've gave me...
i give everything for her...
is it because that she's far better then me.... i know she is... but i never taken advantage of her... i try to give her the best...
to pleased her in every way..
but it all seems that what i've done is never enough...
she completes me... i every way possible.. i hope that i completes her too...
i just never felt a love like this before...
it makes me weak.. very weak... but as long as i have her.. i feel strong...
i miss that time... the time where things are always great...
its great now... but i hate all the fights....
please God... help me to understand her better...
a simple honest mistake of a friend made me feeling very miserable....
if i look back and think about what had happen.... its been several similar cases... little thing leads to a big fight....
one by one it comes... what does it means? does it trying to say we're not meant for each other... and we're not destine for each other and this relationship that we have will lead to nothing buy heart ache and misery?
I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT !!!!
to me its all is just a test.... to see how strong our love for each other is...
i believe that if i stay true our love will last...
i love her just so much.... she's what i've been waiting for... please God... don't take away the most precious give that you've gave me...
i give everything for her...
is it because that she's far better then me.... i know she is... but i never taken advantage of her... i try to give her the best...
to pleased her in every way..
but it all seems that what i've done is never enough...
she completes me... i every way possible.. i hope that i completes her too...
i just never felt a love like this before...
it makes me weak.. very weak... but as long as i have her.. i feel strong...
i miss that time... the time where things are always great...
its great now... but i hate all the fights....
please God... help me to understand her better...
Monday
WARNING!!! WOMAN INVATION
by writing this post I don't know what will the reaction would be from the opposite gender but still I'm writing this post for all male out there...
few days ago i had the chance to talk to a friend of mind... she studies art & social science...
I've always hear about it but never really know what do people study for that subject...
she took sociology anthropology as her major subject, u learn everything bout humans, society, people what contribute to their manner, what they think n act etc.
her minor subject is gender studies she learns bout relationship between male n female the discrimination between them problems faced by male n female etc...
this is where i think the statement " what men can do... we women can do too"
that statement is not relevant at all... women use this statement when they felt treated or when they felt that their womanhood is at stake.... they just use this statement expecting all girls to stand up to men as their equal... that to me is just bullshit...
because they'll complain when they are push in the LRT or while quing up for the bus, or standing up in a public transportaion.... and nag about to to their friends all day long or all year round... do you ever hear us guys complain about that stuff?
when the women are loosing to men and that statement can't be use... they'll use other statement such as ' ladies first' or ' we woman aren't strong like men' expecting simphthy from men....
Woman are very proud to see their numbers increasing in the local university or abroad... claming that they are the smarter race... but all that can be achieve because they use such statement that i stated above...
looking in the situation in the local university.. where the woman collages are always three times more then the men's... in segamat you can see that there are 7 woman collages and only 2 man collages... the other man have to live outside... because us man have to give way to woman to stay inside... since they are the weeker species....
if woman want the equal rights like us man.. then give and treat us the same... but that can't happend... women can use their sex apeal to get over man, or use it as an excuse for sexual harrasment when they feel like it...
woman are invating earth... why worry about the martians on mars that clearly is happy staying there... think about it... i could give you more example... but i think that this is enough for now...
maybe my next post i'll elabrate more on it
few days ago i had the chance to talk to a friend of mind... she studies art & social science...
I've always hear about it but never really know what do people study for that subject...
she took sociology anthropology as her major subject, u learn everything bout humans, society, people what contribute to their manner, what they think n act etc.
her minor subject is gender studies she learns bout relationship between male n female the discrimination between them problems faced by male n female etc...
this is where i think the statement " what men can do... we women can do too"
that statement is not relevant at all... women use this statement when they felt treated or when they felt that their womanhood is at stake.... they just use this statement expecting all girls to stand up to men as their equal... that to me is just bullshit...
because they'll complain when they are push in the LRT or while quing up for the bus, or standing up in a public transportaion.... and nag about to to their friends all day long or all year round... do you ever hear us guys complain about that stuff?
when the women are loosing to men and that statement can't be use... they'll use other statement such as ' ladies first' or ' we woman aren't strong like men' expecting simphthy from men....
Woman are very proud to see their numbers increasing in the local university or abroad... claming that they are the smarter race... but all that can be achieve because they use such statement that i stated above...
looking in the situation in the local university.. where the woman collages are always three times more then the men's... in segamat you can see that there are 7 woman collages and only 2 man collages... the other man have to live outside... because us man have to give way to woman to stay inside... since they are the weeker species....
if woman want the equal rights like us man.. then give and treat us the same... but that can't happend... women can use their sex apeal to get over man, or use it as an excuse for sexual harrasment when they feel like it...
woman are invating earth... why worry about the martians on mars that clearly is happy staying there... think about it... i could give you more example... but i think that this is enough for now...
maybe my next post i'll elabrate more on it
Tagged again
1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?-
she's my cute and adorable girlfriend
2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.-
i) loveable
ii) adorable
iii) sensetive
iv) carring and loving
v) Jelousy is her name in other language
3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you?-
coming from her room with ted to give me a vanilla coke and wishing me good luck before my speech
4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
"bf saye kene blajar rerajin.. die kene belikan saye rumah besar, kereta besar, dan ade orang gaji sexy"
5. If he/she become your lover, you will..-
she already is... and I thank God for that
6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..-
so will Ted?
7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...-
she's proven enough i think
8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...-
joining forces together with yaya to buli my presious Ted
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?-
Kiss her when she lease expected
10. The overall impression of him/her is...-
She's nice, pretty and smart...
11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?-
i dont care...
12. The character of you for yourself is?-
full of characters then an actor
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?-
the monster inside of me
14. The most person that you wanna be is?-
me without my characters
15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.-
your love has kept me alive
she's my cute and adorable girlfriend
2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.-
i) loveable
ii) adorable
iii) sensetive
iv) carring and loving
v) Jelousy is her name in other language
3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you?-
coming from her room with ted to give me a vanilla coke and wishing me good luck before my speech
4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
"bf saye kene blajar rerajin.. die kene belikan saye rumah besar, kereta besar, dan ade orang gaji sexy"
5. If he/she become your lover, you will..-
she already is... and I thank God for that
6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..-
so will Ted?
7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...-
she's proven enough i think
8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...-
joining forces together with yaya to buli my presious Ted
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?-
Kiss her when she lease expected
10. The overall impression of him/her is...-
She's nice, pretty and smart...
11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?-
i dont care...
12. The character of you for yourself is?-
full of characters then an actor
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?-
the monster inside of me
14. The most person that you wanna be is?-
me without my characters
15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.-
your love has kept me alive
Thursday
KARISMA 08 PERAK DARUL RIDZUAN
The boys and girls UiTM Johor Hockey Teamwell... I wanted to elaborate more on the team.... but I choose not to....
all i can say is, we have young talent... and the are great... this is their first karisma and I hope that they achieve something before their last karisma... I'm leaving the sport.... so good luck to you guys....
Gloria's soulmate
Just in case that you guys don't know who Gloria is.... you'd better watch Madagascar... then you'll know who she is and what I'm talking about.... this picture may cause some disturbance to the naked eye.... so viewers please be advice.... VIEW WITH YOUR OWN RISK!!!
The beach is always beautiful....
Its been a while since i've posted anything.... Been busy.... after i finish my final paper on the 18th... I only had 1 day to spent in jb before going back to campus for trainning camp... all together it took about 2 weeks untill i could sattle down and do other stuff that i had been wanting to do...
I've been looking at pictures when i was in Perak... and been wondering which to post first.... so i choose the one that gave me the most happies thought first.... Teluk Batik.... these are picture of the beautiful beach of Teluk Batik.... God its beautiful.... the water was as blue as the sky....
I went there with the whole Johor contingen... back at Sri Iskandar my friends ask if i wanted to take a swim when we reach there... but i said that its been a while since I swin in the ocean... about 3 or 4 years... even that my late grandpa's house is very near to the ocean I didn't even bother.... but when i reach there... I just can't help myself....
Its the first time since 3 or 4 years since I took a swim in the ocean.... and that day... I swim like a free dolphine.... it was so great... the place was so beautiful that i decided to come again the next day and take another dip in the sea....
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