Thursday

From the news in Yahoo...


After watching the anti-Christ documentation.... I watch another documentation... called 7 sign of apocalypse.... not to scare people... just for you to realize there's something more powerful out there... The world will come to an end as been foreseen in the Holly Quran, The bibble, and any other religious books....



MOSCOW – Russia's space agency chief said Wednesday a spacecraft may be dispatched to knock a large asteroid off course and reduce the chances of earth impact, even though U.S. scientists say such a scenario is unlikely.

Anatoly Perminov told Golos Rossii radio the space agency would hold a meeting soon to assess a mission to Apophis. He said his agency might eventually invite NASA, the European Space Agency, the Chinese space agency and others to join the project.

When the 270-meter (885-foot) asteroid was first discovered in 2004, astronomers estimated its chances of smashing into Earth in its first flyby, in 2029, at 1-in-37.

Further studies have ruled out the possibility of an impact in 2029, when the asteroid is expected to come no closer than 18,300 miles (29,450 kilometers) from Earth's surface, but they indicated a small possibility of a hit on subsequent encounters.

NASA had put the chances that Apophis could hit Earth in 2036 as 1-in-45,000. In October, after researchers recalculated the asteroid's path, the agency changed its estimate to 1-in-250,000.

NASA said another close encounter in 2068 will involve a 1-in-330,000 chance of impact.

Don Yeomans, who heads NASA's Near-Earth Object Program, said better calculations of Apophis' path in several years "will almost certainly remove any possibility of an Earth collision" in 2036.

"While Apophis is almost certainly not a problem, I am encouraged that the Russian science community is willing to study the various deflection options that would be available in the event of a future Earth threatening encounter by an asteroid," Yeomans said in an e-mail Wednesday.

Without mentioning NASA's conclusions, Perminov said that he heard from a scientist that Apophis is getting closer and may hit the planet. "I don't remember exactly, but it seems to me it could hit the Earth by 2032," Perminov said.

"People's lives are at stake. We should pay several hundred million dollars and build a system that would allow us to prevent a collision, rather than sit and wait for it to happen and kill hundreds of thousands of people," Perminov said.

Scientists have long theorized about asteroid deflection strategies. Some have proposed sending a probe to circle around a dangerous asteroid to gradually change its trajectory. Others suggested sending a spacecraft to collide with the asteroid and alter its momentum, or hitting it with nuclear weapons.

Perminov wouldn't disclose any details of the project, saying they still need to be worked out. But he said the mission wouldn't require any nuclear explosions.

Hollywood action films "Deep Impact" and "Armageddon," have featured space missions scrambling to avoid catastrophic collisions. In both movies, space crews use nuclear bombs in an attempt to prevent collisions.

"Calculations show that it's possible to create a special purpose spacecraft within the time we have, which would help avoid the collision," Perminov said. "The threat of collision can be averted."

Boris Shustov, the director of the Institute of Astronomy under the Russian Academy of Sciences, hailed Perminov's statement as a signal that officials had come to recognize the danger posed by asteroids.

"Apophis is just a symbolic example, there are many other dangerous objects we know little about," he said, according to RIA Novosti news agency.

Monday

Life right now seems so harsh...
I keep on telling myself to look on the bright side....

But after awhile.... I can't seem to see the light..everything seems so dark....

I can't even make myself happy...

Saturday

Wajah cerianya


Dalam hatinya terbitlah resah
Kerana itu perasaannya sentiasa gundah
Mempelajari bahawa hidup ini bukanlah mudah
Namun kehidupan merupakan anugerah yang indah

Hari berganti hari
Namun tiada apa yang mampu dinikmati
Seolah-olah hatinya telah mati
Kerana itu die memilih untuk menyendiri

Aku cuba untuk dekat padanya
Cuba untuk menghidupkan hatinya semula
Mengukir senyuman diwajahnya
Agar die mampu kembali gembira

Apakan daya aku manusia biasa
Walau dengan pelbagai cara
Tiada apa yang dapat menawan hatinya
Seakan tiada yang mampu mengubat dukanya

Namun tidak ku merasa kecewa
Tetap juga aku meneruskan usaha
Mengembalikan keceriaan bukan saja diwajahnya
Tetapi menyembuhkan luka dihati sepenuhnya

Wednesday

A place I can call home


"A place where there are people who remember and think of you.... There is the place you can call home" Naruto said that... on my eleven hour studying for my last paper.... I'm not emotionally stable... in my mind at the time was mix feelings.... I don't quite understand it myself... I was feeling glad that it was finally over... but at the same time I feel sad... Leaving friends?? leaving the place?? Its just that, over the years... this place had been my home... friendship was born... memories were created.... I felt like I'm leaving a part of me... I just couldn't study... and so I went to sleep... hoping to get up in the middle of the night to continue... hopefully by then.. it will be okay... Then... the guys called... They were asking when will I be back... and everything that seems so blur before.. becomes clear... I'm not heading towards the end.. but a start of something new... A new chapter In my life now... but as i turn on the other pages... I would still remember what was the story about on the previous chapters...

Friday

Do I look Like I care???


Seriously.. get over yourself...
I don't like to live my life a fucking lie...
so... if I'm not happy.. why should I lie about it...

Get your head out of your ass will you...

Saturday

So what if I'm single...


Just because I'm surrounded by beauty but chose not to acknowledge them doesn't mean that I'm Gay...

Your perspective and my perspective of beauty is different...

'Beauty is in the eye of the beholder..."


what matters to me is the beauty inside... that would last through an entire life...
instead off beauty from the outside that would only last for a short period of time...

So i choose not to get involve just yet... I'm not ready... I'm not the type of person that would jump on to the next girl after a relationship ends... I respect my former paramour and of what we had...

so just back off from me.... I don't need you're advise to put me out of my misery...

You will dearly be miss

Grandpa past away...

I was shock and I don't know what to say... I got my final today.... but I went back last night anyway...

To see him for one last time... to give my last hugs and kiss....
to tell him that he would be dearly miss...

and old Chinese saying said:
" You wouldn't cry until you see the coffin"

I felt so much that I want to cry.... but tears just can't came out of my eye...
He look so peaceful... and as if he was just sleeping.... and it had me wonder was i dreaming...

But soon I saw grandma...

She was surprise that I came back... I held he hand and kissed it.. and give her a hug...
then is when I started crying... but just... just for a little while...

I spent 3 hours in JB... but the highway is the only part of JB that I could see...

Sometimes in life.... you've lost the one you love... but God has always a plan for all of us...

My only advice....

"appreciate the one you love while you still can... you never know that today might be your last time seeing them.... "

In loving memory of my Late Grandpa whom had just passed away
30 October 2009...

~Al-Fatihah~

Monday

Living or Leaving the past???


I've always live in my past.
Hoping that everything would last..
But everything just change so fast...
Without me knowing... I've become an outcast...

I guest I should just forget...
and continue living life without regret...
Since you only live once before you're dead...
I should take what ever chance I get...

But could i really say goodbye
and except that everything had gone to die...
to continue on living a lie...
so that my heart will no longer cry?

Sunday

I bother to stand the rush


Why should i consider... Why did I even bother?
What was done is something that I can't alter...
The decision is made and you still wonder...
Which is good and which is better....

I know where I stand....
I'm just a helping hand...
someone you could depend...
When all else comes to an end...

Shut up and hush....
What's up with all the rush??
Its just a bruise... a little gush...
I'll clean it up with a brush...

Kau sangat x patut...

F*** Malaysia? kau cari makan kat mane?




Bakar pastu buang Malaysia macam sampah? time kau susah siape yang datang tolong dulu?


kau yang berperangai bangsat...

bukan nak mulakan kemarahan... nak mulakan kebencian... tapi agak terlampau tindakan...
kau ni banjingan...

gigit tangan orang yang memberi rezeki dan pertolongan....
siape yang x malu sebenarnya?

Saturday

Once i was told that everybody got something that they had to leave behind... but what ever that i leave in my past... always has a way of coming back into my life... just when i least expected...

as a kid i was trouble... got involve with so much trouble just because i was lonely.. trying to get attention so that people would acknowledge my existence... things i did that i was never proud of... that i thought has become my scars... now it seems that my old scars are starting to bleed again....

i saw in a medical show once... the doctor said to the patient that when you hear voices in your head... you can be diagnose with skyizsofreania... in other words you could go insane... i have a multi-character inside of me... i could be just about any type of person i want to be... base on my surrounding, situation and type of people im with.... i keep changing constantly... just in a split second... some come up to me and say that i have an Innocent face... but i know its all noncense...

that all change when i meet her... for once in how long i cant remember... i become just a person... i've become normal... because i was loved... she made me realize who my true self is... when ever im mad, sad, or going to be bad... just the thought of her calms me down in an instant...

there's a saying... what goes up must eventually comes down... so does for every good thing must come to an end... why is it there is always a saying in everything..

4 years it lasted... and that is what forever meant to her... well i was too ambitious thinking it would last forever... if NOTHING last forever... then i just want NOTHING....
SHOULD I OR WOULD I ?


I COULD IF U WOULD...


BUT WOULD I ?....

I REALLY SHOULD HUH ?


BUT WHAT WOULD YOU DO...


IF YOU COULD AND YOU SHOULD


OR IF YOU WOULD?

Wednesday

Luahan peringatan


Serious... aku penat...

Please... if kau nak menghilangkan diri... please pergi dan jangan kembali...
bertahun aku ambil masa untuk aku lupe.... tapi kau datang mengingatkan semuanya...
kau datang dengan berita gembira... aku cuba nak gembira same... tapi hati aku terseksa mengetahui kau nak mendirikan rumah tangga...

Berape lame kite bercinta... berape lame kite bersama.... separuh dari usia kita.... dan kau ingat dengan mudah ke aku lupe semuanya???
aku gembira bile kau datang semula.. walaupun dengan berita duka.... tapi sekali lagi kau pergi... dan kau pergi dengan menguriskan hati....
luke lama belum pun kering darahnya... kau tambah dengan luka baru yang tah bile akan sembuhnya....

Aku xpernah jatuh cinta lagi sejak dengan kau kecuali sekali... dan die lah yang pertama mampu buat aku lupe tentang kita... aku lupe sepenuhnya... dan saat itu aku teramat bahagia... cuma malangnya bukan jodoh aku dengan dia...

Buat masa ni kau tolong la pergi... aku xnak ingat kau lagi... hati ni dah terlalu sakit untuk menghadapi semua ni lagi...

aku bukan benci... xde langsung perasaan iri hati... cuma aku harap kau dapat mengerti... biarlah semua ni.... sehingga suatu hari nanti... tadkir menemukan kite kembali....

Izinkan aku melihat dari jauh kehidupan kau... aku cuma nak lihat anak tu nanti...

Saturday

Kasut span Hitam


serious... setiap kali aku sebut.. atau teringat... aku mesti nak ketawa... aku sendiri pun tak tau kenapa... tapi sebab kasut span itam tu la punca.... buat dendam dan marah aku hilang semua...

semalamam aku berfikir,.... aku terkenang.... tarik rambut dan kene tendang.... mungkin aku ketawa dengar word tu sebab aku terbayang kau cakap dengan nada yang marah... dalam marah kau pun ade comelnya....( ye aku puji kau )

aku x paham... aku terus jadi x kesah... walau aku cuba nak cari balik rase dendam tu dengan baca balik ayat2 makian kau... tapi bile aku teringat kasut span itam... aku ketawa... skrang pun aku masih ketawa.....

Aku just harap suatu hari nanti kau xlagi benci aku... xde lagi dendam... walaupun aku tau pada kau tu x mungkin terjadi... aku dah maafkan semua kesalahan dan kesilapan kau.. walau pun aku tau kau rase xde... aku pun harap kau pun macam tu jugak... harap kau bahagia dengan hidup kau sekarang dan akan datang...

Monday

Kisah 6 tahun dulu

Suatu hari dari 7 hari di Langkawi...

Aku: Mr. Mark... how do you end up here in Malaysia?

Mr. Mark: Well I've been travelling the world with my yard since I first bought it when I was 24...

Aku: How old are you now?

Mr. Mark: 26

Aku: So you spent 2 years travelling the world... wow... I'm sure you've been to a lot of cool places... but it must be lonely travelling alone...

Mr. Mark: Nope... not alone... I sat sail from Perth with my Girlfriend... Yeah... we've been around... Dubai, Egypt, Vanice, and all over Europe...

Aku: Wow... you must be a rich guy to be able to go places... it must be wonderful to travel around... and its more meaningfull to travel with someone you love...

Mr. Mark: Yeah... and No... I'm not a rich guy... I bought the yard from a friend... I fix it up good and decide to travel the seven seas...

Aku: What do you do for money? don't mind me asking...

Mr.Mark: Owh.. no.. not at all... I work... took any job that I could find... just like right now... and when we have enough money.. we travel to some place else...

Aku: I adore and envy you... you get to go places where I could only look at in pictures... one day... I want to be just like you...

Mr.Mark: hoho... you can my boy... but first you need to know your place...

Aku: My place? what do you mean?

Mr. Mark: To travel somewhere... you need to bring something from home... it doesn't mean a 'thing' but knowledge of your home... so that when you travel around and learn about other places, people and their culture.. you need to trade some or yours also... if not.. it would be embarrassing.. wouldn't it?

perbualan itu berakhir dengan Mark melukis peta Australia di permukaan pantai di salah sebuah pulau di Langkawi... die menceritakan tempat2 di Australia... dari malam tu aku berangan2 nak jadi macam die.... mengembara melihat dunia... antara kenangan 7 hari yang aku ingat sampai mati...

mungkin suatu haari nanti aku mampu buat semua tu... tapi mungkin bukan berlayar... aku nak terbang....

Saturday

BMX... HONDA EX5???

Just that day...
Before you went away…
I still remember what you say…
But now I can't even say hey...

I don't really believe in destiny
Because I think it was fate that brought you to me…
It may sounds like destiny…
Or it’s just something that is meant to be…

I don’t how or what I feel…
But deep inside it’s telling me that this is real…
I’m sorry to call you a third wheel…
The truth is you made me go heads over heels…

I don’t really know what you mean to me…
My fears made me blind that I can’t see…
I just don’t want to loose what you have with me…
I don’t want to be the enemy…

It’s been a while since I’ve heard from you…
I think it’s fair to say that I miss you…
Right now I just don’t know what to do…
Wish that everything would pull through…

A friend in need is a friend indeed…
You’re a friend that I really need
I’m sorry for all my wrong deeds…

Sunday

how can I NOT be emotionally disturb when...

I keep on loosing everything that i hold dear in my heart...

I had a bestfriend since i was 3... he was my first friend in this world... but I lost him when I was 18... the worst part is... he called me before he died... and we've made a promise.... I never did get the chance to finish that promise to him... I didn't had the chance to go to his funeral.... May Allah bless your soul Inn...

Then I've found another... she was great... the best I ever had... we shared everything... she could solve all of my problems without even saying a word... just being there for mw is comforting enough... then we become lovers... but it ends when she got married to another guy... what are the odds huh? I lost another bestfriend...

over the years.. I've gotten close to people... and create a special bond... but then they just somehow had to move away... because of family... because of work.. studies... and everything else to that matter...

so I thought that I should be friends with someone far away.. who knows maybe we could become closer and closer together.... U know... trying the reverse effect on my theory... but guest what... just as we become close... we drove even far apart....

the looser I am.... enough said

Friday

kecelaruan emosi


Emosi aku agak terganggu.. aku buntu... melihat kembali ape yang telah berlaku... mungkin semuanya disebabkan kesalahan dan dosa2 ku...

sepertinya aku dah xnak hidup lagi... kecewa dengan semua yang dah terjadi... kekasih hati yang bertahun aku sulam cinta suci
akhirnya berkahwin dengan orang yang selain dari diri ini... kecewa.. hampa.. semua ada... tapi tu la takdir namanya... aku redha dengan takdir tu... tapi bile aku dituduh menyebabkan die sakit.... tu sesuatu yang agak membingungkan aku...

dua
tahun lebih aku ambil waktu... hanya untuk melupakan kisah silamku... tapi semuanya kembali menghantui diri.... pe kejadahnya semua nie? aku sendiri masih tak mengerti... dulu aku ingatkan dah pun ade pengganti... bile die curang... orang lain yang aku pandang... tapi soal hati.. memang usah nak mengerti... bukan mudah nak difahami... die cinta sejati... aku terima die kembali.. dalam masa yang sama terpaksa meninggalkan sebuah cinta lagi pergi... maafkan aku aqie... aku terpaksa tanpa rela... kerana hati aku ada padanya... aku tahu kau telah lama memaafkan... namun aku tetap dapat terima kenyataan.... kalau lah keputusan yang aku buat hari tu... berlainan dengan ape yang dah berlaku... apekah agaknya kemugkinan kau dan aku...

setelah itu bertahun aku biarkan hati ini tanpa dikasihi... sepertinya rasa cinta pada perempuan telah sama skali pergi dari hati... namun muncul sang puteri... seorang yang berjaya memupuk kembali rasa cinta yang dah begitu lama tidak aku rasai... segalanya indah seperti mana yang pernah aku ingatkan rasanya... dan banyak perkara pertama aku tempuhi bersama dengannya... memang betul cinta tu mampu buat kita nie buta... kerana aku buta akan segala2nya... perinsip, maruah, ego, aku biarkan jadi hanya perkataan... yang x memberi sebarang makna... kerana kasih aku turutkan... namun semua tu x kekal lama.... seperti mana ia datang.. seperti itu juga die pergi... mungkin bukan jodoh kami...

saling marah memarahi... salah menyalahi... akhirnya mengundang rasa benci... namun benci itu tiada pada ku. tidak pernah ada
dari dulu... kerana aku cintakan die lebih dari segala kesakitan... kerana die mengajar aku kembali nikmat cinta... semua ni salah aku... salah aku kerana tidak pernah tahu... bagaimana mengambil hati seorang perempuan... menjaga dan membelai.... hati dan naluri seorang perempuan...

pernah suatu ketika dulu.. aku tahu semua tu... mungkin kerana terlalu lama x merasakan cinta.... aku lupe akan segalanya... maaf sherna... maaf atas segalanya... maaf kerana aku buat kau kecewa.... kau antara terbaik pernah bertakhta dihati ini... ampun kan segala dosa aku pada kau... andainya ajal maut datang menjelma.... lebih awal dari yang aku jangka... aku pohon kemaafan kepada semua.. yang sengaja dan xsegaja aku sakiti... secara sedar atau tidak... kerna aku hanya manusia biasa....

andai aku mati nanti... siapa yang akan datang menziarahi? siapa yang akan sedekahkan al-fatihah kepada ku nanti... adekah aku akan terus diingati... macamane dengan orang2 yang aku tnggalkan? adekah mereka akan bersedih atas pemergian? bukan la niat aku untuk meminta simpati... cuma meluahkn isi hati... andai xsempat bersua muka.. aku coretkan nukilan ni kepada semua... untuk memohan keampunan dan kemaafan... atas segala dosa, salah dan silap yang pernah aku lakukan...

Wednesday

epidemic


It took a while for me to adjust to the news when my friends told me that their getting engaged... from the bunch... 3 still remained engaged... 4 already got married and have kids.... I was adjusted after our reunion when we all met up... and I get to hangout with the babies... in a blink of an eye.. i had become an uncle... I felt old at first... but then i realized that i've grown up... we all had grown up... just that a part inside of me still like to be childish... and don't want to grow up just yet.... and so I went back to UiTM...


That brings me to tell you of what had happen in class today... There's only 2 boys in my accounting class....and so i have to sit beside the girls' =)... as Miss Sugeetha once said to me back in school.. I'm the thorn among the roses.... back to the point of my story... I've notice the girls who sat beside me both have an engagement ring on their finger... feeking epidemic right???


I know that engagement doesn't always end's up with marriage.... but still its a big step.... its the first step befor getting married... its a big of a deal for me since I find it hard to even find a girlfriend... well at least the one that I hace true feelings for... those types of girls doesn't come around my way to often these days....


Getting engaged... op yourself to commitment... seriously?? Its a big step youo know... at such a young age... I guest its God's willing.... So I asked those girls about their fiance and the engagement.... some about this..and some about that.... and for asking that... I was being asked back.... When do I plan to get engaged??? that uestion as so out of the blue... ( Paen please answer these question for me =) ) I simply answered when I turn 30...


Epidemic.. after epidemic event had happen in my life... some of which had made me thinking... and a lot of thinking I did... I'm finding back myself... who I really am... before I ever thinking of satteling down

Benci Disini


Macam sumpaha je aku rase... kene duduk sini lelame... Padehal semua geng2 aku dah xde... memang la x semua... tapi aku selalu sangat terase... ade je yang macam xkene.... mungkin jugak sebab aku nie terlebih mengade.... tapi hari-hari aku tanya soalan yg same... kenape?... kenape?... kenape?... Selalu orang sebut... ade hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian.... tapi hikmah yang datang bukan lah ape yang aku harapkan... ape boleh buat... perjalanan hidup nie memang sukar untuk kite ramalkan.. tapi still aku mencari hikmah disebalik musibah yang melanda diri... Walaupun masih ramai kawan... aku masih lagi merasekan keseorangan... sebab aku sentiase dala kebimbangan. memikirkan ape yang bakal terjadi dimasa hadapan... tanpa seorang pun yang memantu menenangkan perasaan dan pemikiran....

Aku dulu selalu je nak salahkan... sebab 'die' 2 sem aku korbankan... walaupun die yang mainkan peranan... tapi die still xboleh dipersalahkan... sebab semua tu aku yang punya keputusan.. sekarang yang tinggal hanya 1001 penyesalan... Jadi hati2 lah bile buat keputusan jangan ikutkan hati dan hasutan syaitan... tapi kewarasan akal fikiran yang dkurniakan Tuhan...

Tuesday

Hibiscus FC


Dah 6 baju yang aku design... untuk club, wing mahupun persendirian... tapi aku paling suke yang nie... walaupun kene tunggu 2 minggu dan warna yg diharapkan berbeza... tapi still konsep baju nie same...

best bile semalam kuar masing2 pakai 'uniform' rumah... kluar sahur macam orang kebulur....
tapi nampak unite... lame xnampak fenomena nie.. yang agak lame aku xjumpe sejak jadi penduduk tetap segamat nie...

Tak sabar nak beraksi khamis nie... harap lebih bersemangat dengan baju baru nie...

ikuti perkembangan melalui greyhibiscus.blogspot.com

Rindu untuk meeooww...

Sepertinya tiada apa yg boleh dilakukan, Tiada apa boleh diperkatakan,untuk merubah hati yang telah pun diisi,
penuh dengan segala rasa benci... pada mulanya aku turut merasakan benda yang sama... tapi ape perlunya tu semua kalau hanya
sebagai pengacau jiwa... jadi aku belajar memaafkan.. supaya hilang sikit rase tertekan... semoga ape yang akan terjadi
dimasa hadapan... ape yg telah berlaku aku jadikan teladan dan pengajaran...

terlalu banyak pertama kali aku lalui.... dan setiap satu menjadi kenangan abadi... yang mampu buat aku tersenyum sendiri...
dan menghilangkan segala rasa benci dan iri hati yang sememangnya tak mungkin menguntungkan diri... aku rindu... rindu
pada masa itu.. rindu saat-saat kau dan aku... kenapa kau harus begitu? kenapa perlu kekejaman berlaku... kau amat kejam
terhadap aku...

Semua perinsipku bertentangan... semua yang datang tidak ku anggap halangan... cuma cubaan dan dugaan... tapi aku juga yang
kau jadikan alasan... untuk memutuskan hubungan... ye aku tau bile kau bosan... kau akan cari 1001 satu alasan... lalu setiap
satu aku dipersalahkan... seperti wanita tanpa perasaan...

aku x mungkin harap kau kembali... sbab itu semua tak mungkin akan terjadi... jadi aku hanya hidup dalam realiti... dan hanya
berharap suatu haru nanti kau akan sedar kesilapan kau sendiri...

Semua orang perlukan seseorang...

"hidup nie tanpa masalah adalah sangat indah" fakta atau auta???
for sure la auta... mane boleh hidup indah tanpa masalah... orang gile je yg xde masalah... tapi kadang kale bile masalah
datang... boleh buat akal dalam kepala nie hilang... terase macam semua benda kite nak tendang... ape je yg dekat nak je
kite sepak terajang... sebab kepala kite dah terlalu sangat bengang... tapi ape yg malang... reaksi kite apabila bengang
tak boleh kite gune sewenang-wenang... untuk megelakkan orang lain pulak yang bengang...

pada aku... sesuatu masalah tu apabila dikongsi... dah kire selesai separuh dari masalah tu dengan sendiri... sebab masalah
yang x dikongsi dan terus je berade dan terperap dalam hati... hanya akan menambahkan kekecewaan dan kesakitan hati yang
kite alami... sebab tu semua orang perlukan seseorang... yang boleh mendengar tanpa menilai, tanpa membentak, tanpa bosan
malah menyumbang kepala penyelesaian sesuatu masalah tu...

tapi bukan senang nak cari seseornag tu... dan seseorang tu x semestinya bf or gf kite.. boleh jgak jadi bestfriend, atau
parents kite sendiri... bergantung pada keselesaan setiap individu tu sendiri... proses meluahkan perasaan nie pada
sesetengah orang xmacam naik basikal BMX.... =) ade yg terlalu suke sangat pendam... ape orang lain buat die hanya diam...
walau dalam hati terguris, terhiris yang menyebabkan luka yang xboleh dilihat dengan mata kasar... kerana cuma hati je
yang dapat merasa...

Aku bersyukur kerana aku ade ramai kawan... yang boleh aku bercerita tentang masalah2 biase... tapi aku lebih beruntung
sebab aku ade kawan2 rapat yang boleh memberi pandangan... sebab diorng kenal aku dari kecik...
Dilmam, Apek, Wan, Adi, Mok, Apis, Usop... kelakar dan kekejaman diorang dalam memberi nasihat dan pandangan memang boleh
terima dek akal... dan selalu keputusan besar dalam hidup aku ditentukan oleh setengah dari pandangan mereka... bukan la
aku x boleh nak buat keputusan sendiri.... cuma ade situasi yg perluka kite meminta pandangan orang lain... jangan la jadi
bodoh sombong....

dan sejak 7-8 bulan nie... aku ade seorang sahabat yg mampu melakukan semua perkara termasuk la membuat aku tenang,
membuat aku ketawa x terhingga sampaikan bunyi ketawa dah x macam manusia... dan yang paling peting selesaikan masalah aku
walaupun aku pernah cakap ape masalah aku pada die... sesuatu yang pernah suatu ketika dulu berlaku.... so x kisah la
single pun... lagi aku suke macam nie... dari bercouple hidup penuh maki.... terase macam xde harga diri...
kene ikut je cara gf sendiri... sampai berdiri pun kene ikut posisi... ishks.. rimas aku macam tu...

Pada aku seseorang yg istimewa tu xsemestinya pasangan kite... sebab aku ade seseorang yang pada aku sangat istimewa
tapi die bukan pasangan aku.. atau mungkin belom lagi... siape tahu... ape yg boleh aku buat hanya tunggu...

Monday

kawan ted

aku pun x tau.. antara patut atau x patut kau tau.... tapi macam rasenya kau perlu...

boleh x kau jangan ingat peristiwa tu... sebab semua yg brlaku tu cuma helah aku... helah aku untuk berasa dekat dengan kau... cuma kau je yng tak tahu... sebab aku bukan jenis berterus terang bile aku sangat2 sukekan sesuatu...

Pertemuan tu berlaku memang atas kehendak aku... sebab aku x takut nk jumpe die... aku cuma akan x takut bile jumpe orang yang aku xde ape2 perasaan... aku bukan takut nk jumpe kau.. tapi aku malu... ade lagi reason yang kau perlu tahu.... aku cuma nak kembalikan masa lalu.... perjalanan cerita yang dulu... tapi sekarang macam aku dah kesuntukkan waktu...

tak... tak boleh... aku x boleh rushing mengikut kehendak aku... aku xnak jadi lagi macam dulu... ape yang aku dapat dari peristiwa yang dulu haya malu.... aku xkan biarkan lagi jadi macam tu...

aku tak harap pun kau paham... xharap pun kau tau ape yang terpendam... sebab skrang nie aku rasa cuma nk diam...

Ted had lost his mojo...

I don't seems to know whats wrong with ted lately... he would always sleep early... and woke up feeling tired... when I asked why yesterday... He said that he misses home... its wired... that the first he said that he misses home...

He had been traveling with me just about anywhere I go... and this is the first time i ever heard ted Say's that he's home sick... well I think i know the real reason why... I think he misses yaya... They had bonded over the years... and the thought of not seeing yaya again might just have ruin his mood... I didn't think it was anything serious... but just the other day when i made some fried nuggets for Ted... he rejected it and say that he wasn't hungry... Ted??? not hungry?? its nuggets... his favorite food of all time... even if he's full he would take a bite out of it or at least be excited about it... but he didn't... he just cuddle up in bed...

I'm worried that he would be sick... but after checking his temperature... he's fine in all occasion except that he seems to lost his mojo... he doesn't have that jubilant joyful feeling he always have... and it worries me...

What am I going to do with ted??? how could I possibly do the impossible and bring him to see yaya again... hurm.. I never should have got him attach to someone like that... but they look great together that even I'm powerless to do anything about it... just hold on ted... I figure something else... I never seen you unhappy before... it's a first.. so i don't know what to do...
I figure out soon enough...

Saturday

Friends of the heart

Its nice to know that there are people that worried about my well being.... but worrying about my love life is another thing....

Whats wrong in being single??? there are just so many advantages there... I can go where ever I want... with who ever I want without worrying that I might hurt someone's feelings... Its nice for you to care... but really I'm okey... and yes I do sometimes get lonely... sad and depress... but you're there... to get me through all that dispare...

There are lots of reason why I stay this way.... just please don't say that i hate women and I gay... well.. it may look like it since I'm in a relationship on face book with a guy... but can't you really see... that's just sign of depression... frustration with all the fail relation I had previously before... I just don't trust people with my heart that's all...

Thanks for saying I'm a kind and nice guy... that's what they all said... but truly... I'm not... maybe i do deserve better.. or maybe I don't... what ever happen... I still got you as a friend... and that whats more important that me in a relationship...

Monday

Why am I single???



I give you the reason why

1. I'm Broke... I got no money to spent on girls except for myself
2. I'm too busy to have a solid relatioship...
3. All the women that are close with me now is because I own a car
4. I'm not that attractive... believe me... I'm not...
5. The quiz on facebook told me that I'm selfish
6. Some of my friends told me that I still can't get over my Ex
7. I'm not actually looking for a girlfriend but a bestfriend all together...
8. I still hold on to my past... that makes it almost impossible for any girl in the future
9. The girls that have feeling for me are always not my type....
10. I have other commitments in life to get into a relationship...
11. None of the girls whom I am interested in ever past my test...
12. I run around with too many girls that make it impossible for a girl to trust me... they say I'm
a playboy...
13. I put my friends first before any other girl
14. I'm a better friend to a person then a boyfriend
15. Its hard for me to really fall deeply in love with anyone... it only happen twice...
16. I got to many secrets that often make people insecure about me...
17. Girls just don't get me and can't except me for who I am
18. I'm hated by all of the girls in my campus... (Ok that's not true (=_=)
19. I can' find the type of girl that could ever understand me... because she lives in another
planet
20. Trying to find the twentieth reason but just can’t think of any right now…

Thursday

Apakah aku ini boneka dirimu???
Yang hanya ada bila kau perlu???
Bila kau merasakan sepi… bila kau merasakan sunyi…
Aku lah yang akan kau cari… untuk menghiburkan hati..

Sekadar manakah keikhlasan hati…
Adakah hanya ingin menerima tanpa pernah memberi???
Atau kau masih ragu dan sangsi…
Apa yang terbuku dalam hatiku ini…

Sayang tidak cukup untuk bahagia…
Kerana bahagia tidak lengkap tanpa cinta…
Dan sesungguhnya kau membuatku merasakan bahagia…
Apakah perlu lagi untukku ungkapkan apa yang ku rasa???

HUjung MInggu

hujung minggu yang menarik... agak depressing time memula aku balik... tapi tak sangka semuanya berjalan dengan baik...

macam dah berzaman rasenya x jumpe balik kawan2 skolah... bile dah jumpe balik berkumpul... certa2 lame pun jadi macam cerita baru... masih lagi kelakar... walau dah banyak kali dengar...
semua yag nakal dulu... dah tak macam tu.... xtau la.. mungkin sebab memasing dah jadi bapak... dah pulak yang ade anak... xkurang jugak yang dah jadi emak...


bile lepak same... masih lagi rase macam budak2 skolah... tapi... lepas tu... aku terase tua la pulak... kite masing2 merantau... jauh menghilang lepas skolah... tapi akhirnya.... kat sini jugak kite kembali... memang betul pun.. there's no place like home...

aku rase macam aku je sorang yang xpernah berubah dari skolah... erm... x jugak... pasal ade classmte akuxkenal aku bile jumpe... hampeh tol... tapi aku rase bangga plak dengan korang... dah de tanggungjawab memasing... and ade matlamat dalam hidup... walaupun kat skolah dulu macam xde mase depan... hahaaha...

memang betul kite x boleh tgk nasib seseorang tu... sebab semua ditentukan dengan usaha... bagus la korang dah ade kesedaran... sedikit sebanyak.. menolong aku pulak nak congak masa depan...

Peaces of Me...

A part of me wants to cry...
Another pat of me... just wanna die...
A third part of me says...
Fuck you guys... I'm so alive...

Why the sad and sorrow???
Its not like there is no tomorrow...

In life... shits happen... nobody dies a vargin...
because life has always a way to fuck us all up...
its a lesson you see... you only learn it after you're thru with it...

So please stop chearing me up...
I am sober... not sobering up...
Thank you I would say for you guys whom stayed...
In my time of need...
You know that I'll be there for you...

I always do...

Wednesday

50 Little Secrets.

Be honest no matter what, then tag at least fifteen friends.


01. Who was your last text from?
Sharifah Shafeeza Masayu

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Block U i think...

03. Your relationship status?
Single Ya'll

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
More then once... may you guys rest in peace...

05. What is your current mood?
hungry ^_^

06. How many siblings do you have?
2

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Mohd Shahrulnizam

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Langkawi

09. Have a crazy side?
tell me who doesn't???

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yup... there was this one time...

11. Something you do a lot?
talk with Ted (-_-)

12. Angry at anyone?
Not anymore... I'm jubilant

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
err?? she married.. hahahaaha

14. When was the last time you cried?
Hurm...

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
My friends.. (yes you!!!!)

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Sheep's?? hehehehe...

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Paen....

18. What is your favorite song?
Dancing in the burning room-John Mayer

19. What are you doing right now?
Facebooking.. hehehehe

20. Who do you trust right now?
Only Ted...

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
from the drawer in my room??

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Grandma, Mum , Dad and ted... love them all

23. Who is your best friend that lives closest to you?
Apek, Dilmam, Wan & Adi

24. Describe your life in one word?
Unpronounceable... hehehehe

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Cik Zarina.. my account lecturer.. wired right??

26. What should you be doing right now?
Account notes and finance

27. What are you listening to?
Ted's snoring in bed...

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
a being is Ted.. a person is... huhuhuhuhu...

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Sherna... its my fault

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Never.. i am what i am....

31. What is your natural hair color?
black.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Paen... gile...

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
I can't tell you that

34. What do you hear?
myself talking???

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
a bit of both i think...

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
I ain't no coco puff ya'll

37. Do you have a best friend?
bestfriends... i got whole bunch of them...

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nope... miss yaya though...

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
every now and then... =) wee~

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yea.... and you don't want to know why.. hehehehe...

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Pretty much yeah...

42. Are you currently jealous?
nope.. got no reason to be...

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
I use to have a pair of earrings, a ring and a bling necklaces... but i'm over that...

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Paaaarrrtttyyy.... yeah...

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
its always broken.. i felt numb...

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
once... I'm still so sorry for it...

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
nope...

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
it was because of dengue fever i think

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
around 4 i think... was watching a movie in my laptop...

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
yes. =.=""


People I Tagg:

Aqie
Kiki
Umifaradilla
Paen??
Miss J'nab

Monday

Pandai2 korang je....

Memang la aku cakap aku dah masak... tapi korang wat nafas aku sesak... tetibe je batuk2 tersedak2... korang dah start kutuk aku secara mendadak.... atau mungkin jugak sebab aku tengah sakit tekak... Tapi benda aku dengar ni... walau dah masak... still aku x leh nak buat2 pekak...

Hurmm... Macammane nak buat korang diam??? macammane nak buat korang paham???
please biarla aku happy dengan hidup aku sendiri... xpayah la nak tinngkatkan aku punya populariti... aku sangat x minat dengan publisiti yang korang cuba bagi.. cukup la semua explotasi ni... jagalah tepi kain korang sendiri... aku bukan lelaki sensasi...

Sunday

LIfe Path Numbers



Dear Chanho Zouk, Your Life Path Number is 8. This based on below calculation:

Birth Date: 22-06-1987
2+2+0+6+1+9+8+7=35=3+5=8

Below are the analysis of life path number 8: The Life Path 8 suggests that you entered this plane armed to lead, direct, organize and govern. You are very ambitious and goal-oriented. You will want to use your ambitions, your organizational ability, and your efficient approach to carve a satisfying niche for yourself. If you are a positive 8 you are endowed with tremendous potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas, and also possessing the tenacity and independence to follow them through to completion. In short, you were born to be an executive. You know how to manage yourself and your environment. Your ability to judge the character and potential of the people around you is an asset used to your advantage. A large part of your success in life comes from how hard you work. This Life Path is the most prone to producing workaholics. But your ability to spot good people and engage them in your endeavors is a special trait not to be overlooked. There is an inspirational quality in your makeup which allows you to become a great leader. You are practical and steady in your pursuit of major objectives, and you have the courage of your convictions when it comes to taking the necessary chances to get ahead.

Thursday

Here's the think that most of you don't know....


Today in class during mass lecture we were learning about business pressure... there are 3 of them... but I can only remember 1... Because I wasn't paying enough attention to the class... and that 1 business pressure was society… in business… you also need to keep the society happy… because they are the source of you’re income…. Then the lecturer gave us of an example…. Mc Donald’s… yup… Mc D… the brand that we all know all so well… especially when we’re hungry and in need of food that is good and fast…

As I was saying… if you all still remember last year when Israel attack and murder the Palestine… society around the world wasn’t happy… and what did we do? We boycott all products that is Israel base… and one of them is believe to be Mc Donald’s… and so… to keep the society happy and trying to coupe with the heavy decline in their sale… they introduce Mc Saver lunch hour… and try to convince the society that they are not directly involve with the war and terror of the Israelis….

After giving it though and looking the situation via various angles… I am convinced that they have nothing much to do with it… and so for lunch just now… I went to Mc Donald’s to try out the lunch time Mc Saver… I ordered Mc Chicken Sandwich… which was at the tag price was RM 5.95… But later on… I had to pay RM 7.50… at first I realize that there’s 5% government tax impose as always… and so I calculated just to see why does 5% of RM 5.95 could become RM 7.50… but it didn’t… its only RM 6.24…

So out of curiosity… I asked the casher why is it RM 7.50… then she said it was because I order large… it’s an extra RM 1.20… so it all add up… they round out the figure and that’s where the RM 7.50 came from… so what I’m trying to say is… if you really want to save… just order medium… but… I still can’t confirm the price yet… and so I’m coming back again tomorrow…. =)

Malas... malas... malas....


Apesalah aku nie malas sangat nak g kelas??? Kepala asik nak tido... bile bangun... sorang2 kat umah buat bodo... Tapi sem nie bagus.... ade Ah fuu sebagai aku puny pengurus.... kalau aku malas... pagi2 masih lagi ngan ted berbungkus... Ah fuu xcakap banyak sepak terus....

Hasilnya.. seminggu full aku datang... lecturer pun dah ramai yang tercengang...
ada tu dua tiga kali pandang... macam la aku nie hantu jembalang.... semua nie berkat ahfuu punya penendang... Aku benci akaun... tapi benci2 pun terpakse sayang... sebab ni je last peluang... lepas nie xde g peluang yang datang... aku pun xnak lagi kecundang...

so Ah fuu... sepak la aku... moga2 jasa kakimu kan ku kenang selalu... huhuhuhu...

Tuesday

ade soalan?? sile la tanya...

Hari ni orang tanya soalan yg same lagi....

well actually bile pikir2 balik.. aku pun x pasti... tapi sherna cakap aku terbaik sebagai kawan... tapi bukan sebagai teman.. mungkin betul kowt ape yg die katekan... sebab aku memang lebihkan kawan2... hahahaha... dan ye.. kawan aku lebih banyak perempuan... ape nak heran... sebab aku ikhlas berkawan...

lelaki pun ramai jugak... same banyak.. cume korang je yang xnampak... aku x heran dan aku dah masak...
bile orang cakap belakang... yang aku nie lelaki hidung belang... biase la manusia... xpuas hati bile tgk orng lain ade lebih dari die... kalau die xde... orang laen pun xboleh ade same... bile orang kenal aku siape... dan tahu aku nie sebenarnya macamane... semua kata2 tu hilang dengan sendirinye...

yanadey pernah kate kalau aku jadi bf die... dah lame aku makan kaki die... sebab aku nie susah nak ramal. susah nak percaya... ramai perempuan keliling pingang... sorang pergi... tetibe lagi sorang datang... gf mane yang x bengang??? tapi orang slalu tersilap pandang.... suke sangat nak cakap belakang... orang cakap x kenal maka x cinta... ... tapi korang suke sangat nak tuduh membabi buta... macamlah korang tu sempurna... xde cacat... xde cela... sebelum nak mengata... pandang la cermin... and tgk la muke... pastu cuba korang tanya...

"Adekah aku nie sempurna... langsung xde cacat cela... dari peangai sampai paras rupe..?"
...

kalau Ya...
maka korang boleh la nak mengata... tapi nanti pandailah korang nak tanggung dosa...

Monday

Kau datang kau pergi... aku... still lagi kat sini...


Die datang lagi... tapi kali ni aku x tau samada nak suruh die stay atau pergi...
tapi die datang banyak kali... tapi yang dulu baru je pergi... xkan dah nak suruh die tetibe muncul kembali...

benda baik slalu datang pada orng yg sabar menunggu... tapi menunggu pada aku kadang kala sesuatu yang xperlu... sebab x sedikit pun membantu bile aku sedang merindu... tapi tgk je la dulu.. pe yang dah berlaku... semua tu sebab xsabar nak tunggu... tapi aku buat ape yang aku perlu.. tapi rase macam aku ikutkan perasaan ngan nafsu... tu agaknya yang buat aku bertindak melulu... sampai akhirnya.. aku sendiri yang buntu...

ishk.... benda nie xrumit kalau aku pandai menilai... mane yang baik.. mane yang xboleh pakai...
hurm... tapi benda nie macam xperlu je.. lagipun... keputusan die nanti xmenentu...
biar la kali nie aku sabar lagi.... sabar sampai yang datang nanti... betul2 xkan pergi...

Saturday

Hah? ape die?....


Kadang kale macam nak pecah kepale... memikirkan kenape??? ape die lagi? ape yang kau xpuas hati? kan kau dah kate benci.... so ape lagi?? sile lah pergi... xpayah lagi berhajat nak datang kembali... pade aku kau dah mati... beratus kad jemputan kau bagi.. xmungkin kau boleh harap aku akan pergi... kau x ingat dulu ape yg jadi? kau nak nanti jadi lagi? owh.. sorry... this is not for me.... biar kau pergi jauh... for sure aku xkan follow... ape yang sudah tu sudah... jangan kata sekarng baru kau nak ragu... tinggal lagi berapa minggu... sebelom kau jadi pengantin baru... tolong la and please lupekan aku... ape yg jadi antara kite tu dulu... aku memang buntu bile first time dapat tahu... tapi lepas tu... aku terima sebab semua ni Tuhan dah tentu... Rasional dalam pemikiran... ingat pesan aku... ingat ape semua yg pernah aku ajar pada kau dulu... InsyAllah... kau akan dapat ape yang kau perlu...

Friday





Apabile kte marah, macam2 boleh kluar dari mulut nie... kata2 yang akhirnya mengundang penyesalan pada kemudian hari...
pernah dulu aku diberitahu... apabila kite marah.. kite selalu akan kuarkan segala kata2 yg benar dari dalam hati kite... ape yg kite betul2 rase...
teori tu ade betulnya... tapi x dijelaskan dengan detail...

kite memang akan dengan tidak sengaja mengeluarkan kata2 yg x diingini atau didegari... secara spontan... kemarahan tu datang
disebabkan ketidakwarasan akal yang menyumbang kepada perlakuan tidak rasional... tetapi marh tu jarang sangat berlaku... mrh biasa ialah marah yang selalu...
marah bergaduh... dalam situasi ini... intipati kata-kata yang diucapkan tidak membawa sebarang makna... hanya untuk mencari kemenangan, kepuasan bertikan lidah...
kata2 yang terpancul lebih kepada untuk menyakitkan hati orang yg di ingini... dendam.... jenis ni lebih radikal pengunaannya kerana fitrah manusia ntuk berasa marah...

sesungguhnya bersabar itu sebahagian dari iman.... maka kuatkan lah iman tu supaya kita bersama boleh belajar brsabar dan elakkan pertelingkahan yang tidak mengutungkan mane2 pihak....

Hurm...


aku rindukan kau meem.... rindu saat2 bertahun dulu... saat kau dan aku bile kite sahabat.... saat2 bile kau dan aku sering berdebat.... berbual tentang apa je... bercerita masalah.. ketawa... dan bergembira... kenape kau pergi meem? salah aku ke waktu tu... niat aku cuma nak membantu... bukan kau x kenal macammane perangai aku dengan kawan2 aku.... tapi die pulak yang dalam bilik tu.... sumpah aku tak tau...

antara kite berempat... kau yng paling aku hargai.... sebab kau the best of my best friends... sampai sekarang aku rase kehilngan... rase kesedihan... apebila aku hanya mampu melihat kau dari jauh atau berselisih tapi tidak bertegur.... aku cuba meem.. bukn aku x cuba.... if aku benci kau.. xdenya pun aku sibuk tanya pasal kau kat yana ngan nadt.... sebab aku masih kisah... sebab aku x pernah anggap kite musuh.... aku x pernah salahkan kau walau pasal makian kau yg agak mendalam dan mampu menitisan air mata tu... sebab aku kenal kau lebih dari tu.... sebab aku sayangkan ape yang kite berempat ade.... persahabatan....

agak kesian jugak bile yana jadi orang tengah.... aku sentiasa adil dengan korang semua.... xde lebih xde kurang... sbb aku sayang 'kite' .... lebih dari persahabatan yang kite ade... aku cuma nak mcam dulu.... tapi aku tau tu semua seperti sukar untuk berlaku bile dah berpecah kite...
aku cuma nak kau tau.... kau kawan yang aku hargai sebab kau adelah kau....

Sunday

Im getting close.... i think i already know who you are....

you leave a trail of yourself.... the dumbest think that you ever did... I think i know who you are... you're not exactly my batch.... now that is not that hard to narrow down too...
is so then i have your secret... so you better watch out...

leave sherna... yana.. and everybody else alone... or you'll get what you're getting for....

seriously... i hate to make enemies... because i hate myself for doing things to my enemies... and leave them traumatizes... I'm a Lover not a fighter... so don't force me to fight... because i will not loose...

your the little fat bicth miss Anonymous...

what annoys me is u.... being a bitch is fine under some circumstances... but you're way off...
you give bitches a bad name....

don't pretend that you've hurt a lot and expect other people not to understand what you're going thru and as if you're the only one that has suffered... well not yet... you haven't... i still haven't caught you yet... then you'll understand the real meaning of suffering....

fuck off of sherna.... if you have something to say... and not satisfy with me... tell me to my face if you're brave enough instead of hiding under the name anonymous....

searching for you anonymous bitch

Saturday

Back when we were we


back when we were we... you guy's where always there for me...
Thank you.... I wish you well where ever you maybe....
we'll always have our memories to guide us thru....
Miss you guys already...


Hard can be in the middle of life… So hard that some wish for it to end
For I have strived… and I strive… to finally found a true friend.
About this person I would like to share… Hope she knows how much I care…

How could I write?
And how could I recite?
To tell you about ******n
Whose nickname is ****
We met was because of fate
What I felt for the first time was all hate
But she turn’s out to be great
That’s something that I couldn’t dictate
Bit by bit we start to know each other
That’s after I asked for her number
And that is when things started to get better
No longer a stranger to one another
She has this laughter
That would chase your bitter
She listen and critics all at the same time
She’s just being true and surely that’s not a crime
That’s what I like about her
Straight forward without any corner
She has this voice that could calm me down
And brings me up when ever I feel down
That’s a true friend that is hard to find
And yes… she’s one of a kind