Sedikit bantuan... meneruskan perjalanan...

Disaat aku berada dalam kesempitan...
serta hampir putus harapan....
Bersyukur aku ditunjukkan jalan...
Moga kurang sedikit penderitaan...


Alhamdulilah... bersyukur aku kepada mu Tuhan...

My not so good fortune...

It follows me everywhere... there's no one else to blame but myself...

before.... Grandpa past away during the start of my final...

now... just before my Konvo... Grandma past away...

Dear God, I'm trying... I try to better myself... I left all my sins before.... just that some of them has a way of coming back no matter how I tried... please God no more... I want things to be for the better.... You give me her... don't take others away... and don't let her go away....

Please God... please... as your humble servant... I bag mercy of you to guide me to my way back to you....

Please let things be a bit easier... I be better if that is what you ask of me...

Cheque it Out!!!

Bile start kerje kat sini... aku rase macam biase2 je kerje aku buat... bile dah lame tu.. makin banyak la yang aku kene buat... still... aku buat je semua kerje2 tu asalkn betul dan siap...

tapi bile makin banyak aku blajar tentang scope kerje aku nie aku mula rase betapa pentingnya kerje yang aku buat... just semalam aku amek emergency leave... dah bertimbun document menanti untuk signature aku... tapi tu bukan ape yang aku nak cerita dalam post nie...

erm... ni cerita yang aku nak cerita...

Aku tak tau kenape... why hidung aku nie.. dalam office je start nak leaking... bile kat luar je ok...
semua ingat aku selsema... padehal aku releks jerk... aku kerap g amek tissu kat toilet.. Kak fiza siap cakap... g la amek satu roll kan senang... (dengan muka yg selambe dan serious) aku pun dah lama lepas tu g la toilet g amek satu roll... bile datang balik.. cam bangang... diorang ketawakan aku... aku releks je lagi.. senyum.. then wat kerje cam biase...

petang tu ade satu envelope datang... macam biase la.. aku kene bukak and tgk document ape...
tapi document nie laen sikit dari document yg biase aku dapat... tgh aku semak document2 yang biase2.. (aku sebut la document... kang aku sebut document ape.. bukan korang tau pun) tetibe aku pegang satu cheque... RM 5 Million from RHB bank... gile ar.. first time aku pegang cheque dengan amout yang macam tu punya gile banyak...

terketar tangan jap... tapi yang paling x boleh blah... tetibe hidung aku yg leaking nie leh tinggalkan kesan kat cheque tu... aku tgk then ketawa la sesorang... serta merta aku lap guna tisu... dah sattle aku pun bagi la kat kalai...

lunch tu aku dok cerita kat Abg nizam nie... die pun ketawa... pastu senyap jap... pastu aku yg gelak besar... sebab ape... cheque yang aku bagi kalai tu... last2 sampai kat die jugak.. die yang kene sign... hahahahaha.... padan muke...




Bebual pasal cheque nie.. aku saje nak tunjuk gambar cheque nie... gile tol... if xjelas berape biar aku tulis

"ONE QUADRILLION SEVENTY TWO TRILLION FOUR HUNDRED AND EIGHTEEN BILLION AND THREE MILLION DOLLARS ONLY"

Benci nak menulis apabila....

There are some stories that can be shared and some can't... tapi stories yang xboleh dicerita tu.. people often want to write it somewhere.. just to get it out of their chest... yang bencinya... cara aku ialah dengan menulis dalam blog nie...

Tapi ade pihak dan anasir2 luar yang xsependapat dengan cerita dalam nie.. lalu membuat konklusi yang menimbulkan kemarahan pelbagai pihak...

Aku rase dah sehabis boring dah aku buat blog nie... so bile orang tgk page nie pun x nak bace banyak...

Benci bile ade post yang terpakse di delete... komen2 keterlaluan... tapi nak wat macamane... dah mulut manusia bukan mulut tempayan...

Banyak benda yang kebiasaannya aku boleh bercerita dalam nie.. just nak lepaskan ape yang terpendam dalam hati... sebab rase die bile menulis nie macam meluahkan pada somebody... even that person does not exsist...

That's blogging... Tun Mahathir gives us freedom of speech....... yang bodoh salah guna tu lantak pi hangpa la... aku ape kesah... yang aku kesah nie aku nak bercerita ape pendapat pandangan ngan perasaan aku pada sesuatu situasi tu...

Aku tau blogging nie for sure akan ade orang terbaca... so if nak bace.. bace lah... aku xde pulak cakap "PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT" yang ade pun dalam button bawah tu.. dah memang nak ade... if sesape boleh ajar aku remove.... aku buat jerk...

Senang cerita macam nie la.. if nak comment... nak bagi pandangan... x salah.. aku bukan jenis yang x boleh terima kritikan... tapi yang membina la... if just bagi komen nak kondem... tapi xde bagi penyelesaian... aku cuma anggap komen2 tu sampah je...

I have high tolerence towards people... I can accept criticism only if it help to better myself in the future...

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Tak mampu lagi untuk menangis... Seolah semua rasa telah terhakis... Walau hati seperti dihiris... Sepertinya air mata telah kering dan habis....

Orang yang tak berperasaan... cuba mencari kembali...sebuah erti kebahagiaan... kadangkala wujud persoalan dalam dirinnya... samada bahagia itu benar wujud atau khayalan yang disebarkan manusia untuk meneruskan kehidupan di dunia...

Merasakan telah tamat pengembaraannya... telah tamat kesemuanya... dia mencari sesuatu yang tidak dijumpai dalam kembara 7 benuanya...












to be continue....

Having fun with work

To talk about experiance in working... I've work in a lot of place...tasted many surrounding... and now I end up here... in a bank... the place that I tried to avoid working...

Now I realised that there are many things that I try to avoid doing... but I end up doing it anyway... I use to say that I would not come to KL... its a damn busy place with lots ofhustle to fit in... and now I end up living here... and doing ok.... there are lots ofother stuff that I can't revealed for your reading... let that be a story that I would onlytell to a special somebody...

Previously I was in a travel agency... boy do I love that place... it's exciting to be there.. to learn about other places in the world... and having the posibility to go places... sadly I didn't had that change to travel abroad... maybe one day...

Here it's exciting too... what excite's me here may not be similar to when I was in a travel agency... here... the work is 4 times more that what i had to do before... but theenviroment here... can't be compared to any other place that I've work before... even that there are lots of work to be done... but there is no presure... everyone is friendly and helpful....





Pool table at level 17...
People spent their time here during lunch and after work...
I still haven't had a chance to play yet.. there's a waiting list...

Talk about convinience...

no need to hustle to make your morning drink...

just press the button on which you wish to drink...

NOTE TO SELF: Cappuchino is not a prefered braverage to drink in the morning...

The fun part for me is playing with the shredder machine....

I always seen this on TV... but never had the chance to work with one.. but now I have...

it's fun seeing the papers being shredded into pices...

everything is here... just down stairs you have secret receipe....

go up to level 16... its like 7 Eleven.. and the best part is... you can take anything that you want

without paying... hahahaha...

Thank you God for putting me here...

My New Enviroment

This is where I am now...
How I get here... Only God knows...
I'm Thankful to be bless by Him with this new job...

New job means new inviroment... new experiance... If previously I woke up late around 8.30am for a work that start at 9.ooam.. now I have to be out of the house by 7.30am so I can reach there by 8.45am... I took my first monorail ride today... since I'm use to driving... I stop at 2 wrong stations... and had to walk further then I should to reach the office...

The best part of all... I work where it matters...

This company supports my 'team'...

for that i could not be more happier...