1. Tidur dengan nyenyak.
2. Membebel tak sudah-sudah.
3. Menyumpah-nyumpah trafik light dan polis trafik.
4. Menghidupkan lampu isyarat tak tentu hala.
5. Membunyikan hon sesuka hati.
6. Menelefon kekasih masing-masing sampai terlentuk-lentuk.
7. Buka cermin tingkap dan meludah sesuka hati.
8. Menunjukkan penumbuk kepada pemandu lain.
9. Melanggar tiang lampu isyarat.
10. Masuk ke lorong bertentangan.
11. Menjerit-jerit tak tentu hala.
12. Menukar seluar.
13. Mandi sambil berkemban.
14. Menggosok gigi dengan air enjin.
15. Meminjam telefon bimbit pemandu lain.
16. Mengurat pemandu lain dan pejalan kaki.
17. Makan sirih.
18. Memesan teh tarik di gerai tepi jalan.
19. Duduk di tempat duduk penumpang.
20. Menari-nari terutama bila dengar lagu Hindustan.
21. Mengorek-ngorek lubang hidung dengan tombol gear.
22. Membaiki komputer yang rosak hardisknya.
23. Menelefon boss anda dan menyatakan anda menyampah dengannya.
I don't like to commit myself about heaven and hell - you see, I have friends in both places...
Tuesday
Hari itu... bile hujan turun...

setelah tamat satu keinginan... segala yang terikat mahu segara dilepaskan... sekadar berhenti dipersinggahan... di waktu lebat hujan... setelah reda... maka sambunglah perjalanan setelah tiada halangan... dan memori dipersinggahan... dilupakan...
bilakah kan tamat pengembaraan... mungkinkah nanti kan kembali semula ke persinggahan... lalu menamatkan perjalanan... dan mendirikan rumah idaman yang selama ini umpama satu khayalan..
Monday
Really considering it...
Owh God...
what has come over me today? why did I blew off that way? now I'm risking of loosing my job...
but what I did is right... I know I'm right... I was early and not late... why must I confest to the whole crowd of people that I don't even know that I was late and make me look like a fool...
to Mr Chinese fucker... I mean what I said just now... "Fuck you" and I don't want to take it back...
I was there for trainning... and I was damn early... just nobody was there and I return back to the office to check on if I got the right vanue... why I return you said that I'm late???
and when I want to explain... you said "no excusess... just confest that you're late"
fuck you la... I was fucking early... you don't even wanna hear my explanation... so don't be mad when I said fuck you infront of everybody...
as if right now... I have nothing to loose... if that couse me my job... so be it...
I know where I stand... I'll fight for what is right... always does...
what has come over me today? why did I blew off that way? now I'm risking of loosing my job...
but what I did is right... I know I'm right... I was early and not late... why must I confest to the whole crowd of people that I don't even know that I was late and make me look like a fool...
to Mr Chinese fucker... I mean what I said just now... "Fuck you" and I don't want to take it back...
I was there for trainning... and I was damn early... just nobody was there and I return back to the office to check on if I got the right vanue... why I return you said that I'm late???
and when I want to explain... you said "no excusess... just confest that you're late"
fuck you la... I was fucking early... you don't even wanna hear my explanation... so don't be mad when I said fuck you infront of everybody...
as if right now... I have nothing to loose... if that couse me my job... so be it...
I know where I stand... I'll fight for what is right... always does...
Saturday
Defining the words of a heartless man...
You know the truth...
seen it, heart it...
but you remain silence...
is it love or is it hate...
or all of this are vengeance...
Questions been asked...
answers are given...
but there are things that...
unforeseen...
The mind and the heart
speaks of different language...
that makes it difficult
to translate...
Stop living that moment...
it doesn't contribute to be forward...
follow what you dream...
not living in your dream...
seen it, heart it...
but you remain silence...
is it love or is it hate...
or all of this are vengeance...
Questions been asked...
answers are given...
but there are things that...
unforeseen...
The mind and the heart
speaks of different language...
that makes it difficult
to translate...
Stop living that moment...
it doesn't contribute to be forward...
follow what you dream...
not living in your dream...
Thursday
owh.. the reason seems to be less relevan day by day...
I use to have focus... and try to never mix what's personal and work... living the moment... as i go... because I have a reason...
now the reason looks like it's fading away day by day... as always... I'm the one to be blame...
I've considering quiting my job... things are not as it was in CRC... not that I can't adapt with the environment... people that knows me... would know very well that i can adapt with any kind of environment...
Just that.. I've lost my passion... lost that excitment... I have no life outside work to look forward to... there are a few... but I'm done with all that... I already have a commitment... but... that committment doesn't seem to be committedto me...
just what is the posimpabble of my life...
Saturday
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