it seems like nothing is going right...
a simple honest mistake of a friend made me feeling very miserable....

if i look back and think about what had happen.... its been several similar cases... little thing leads to a big fight....

one by one it comes... what does it means? does it trying to say we're not meant for each other... and we're not destine for each other and this relationship that we have will lead to nothing buy heart ache and misery?

I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT !!!!

to me its all is just a test.... to see how strong our love for each other is...
i believe that if i stay true our love will last...

i love her just so much.... she's what i've been waiting for... please God... don't take away the most precious give that you've gave me...

i give everything for her...

is it because that she's far better then me.... i know she is... but i never taken advantage of her... i try to give her the best...
to pleased her in every way..

but it all seems that what i've done is never enough...
she completes me... i every way possible.. i hope that i completes her too...

i just never felt a love like this before...
it makes me weak.. very weak... but as long as i have her.. i feel strong...

i miss that time... the time where things are always great...
its great now... but i hate all the fights....

please God... help me to understand her better...