Do you have your definition of happy?
My definition of happy is to see the smile one someone's face.. and know that their smile was cause by me...
something I did or samothing I said... it doesn't matter... for as long as it anable people to smile... that's happiness to me...
Once I've neglected them all... and be in my own world with just another person to care about... but when she left... I was in a very dark place... darker then I even been before... but friends... true friends... light the way out of the darkness and bring me to light... after that... for a while... friends plays an inportant role in shaping my characteristics...
I put them first before my personal needs... I listen to their problem... cheer them up when their down... lift them up like I was once lifted by them... but it got out of control... I took them all as my brother and sister... and what happen was... I was taken advantage off... I don't mind at first... I just let them be and be sincere in what I do... I felt at the time was... "Why bothered being loved by only one? when you can be love by many?" and so I live my life being loved by many... but that had an impact when I found someone that I wanted to spent all my attention at... and because of that.. she felt neglected and left...
Now I've learn a lot since then... you need to keep it all balance... not too much and not to less... as to much of everything can make you sick...
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