A friend of mine keep on complaining to me... he ask me " why can't you act your age dude" and in my reply brings me to write about this post....
as to my previous post... I've said that 'maturity is in the state of mind'
you often see or meet with people who are younger then you but when you look at them they seem so be a lot mature then you.... or sometimes you're surprise to know someone's age by looking at their maturity level....
there are two ways to help someone mature faster.... one is thru hardship in life.... kids who went thru hard life tent to mature faster then their age.... from hardship they gain experience in life to guide them in the future.... just watch 'slumdog millionaire'... how his hard life as a kid paid off and makes him a millionaire....
but its crazy if you have a good life and try to experience the hard life just to mature faster.... there's a second way of achieving that maturity state.... just elevate your company.... by elevating your company i mean hangout with people whose older then you... much older.. but not that old.... lets just put about people who's 5 years older then you...
why 5 years? lets just put it as your goal in life... let's say that right now you've just reach you're 2o.... and you have a friend whose already 25.... you say to yourself... in 5 years time.... "will i be the type of person my 25 year old friend is or will i be better?" so along the way you'll learn the ropes that will make you 25 even when you're 20 since you hangout with them....
as for me.. when i was 18... i hangout with a group of friends who are 23 or 24.... for that period of time hanging out with them... i act their age.... i did grown up stuff... that i can't say in particular...
and when i enter uitm... I've become like this... a somewhat childish... and i love it.... i'm done growing up.... I'm trying to hold my growth... just to get back those years i've lost....
my advise would be... don't try to get mature faster... just go with your natural pace... and you'll end up living without regrets....
Saturday
Sunday
The truth that most girls should know
"boys are jerks, who like to play girls, but boy should give their girlfriends diamonds and pearls. boy are dogs, who just dont care, but girls do care, its just not fair. boy say I love you, which to them means sleep with me, I never knew it before but now I see. boy just dont know how much they mean to someone, because they're just plain dumb. boy are great dont get me wrong, but can they stop for one second thinking of girls in thongs. Im not saying all are like this, cause some are sweet, and those are the ones I would really like to meet."
by sasha
Saturday
who's Faiz Akwal?
well He's my ILEGEAL ROOMATE (hahahahaha) known him since the first day in uitm... we were roomates during MMS... well bro.. i guest when its near the end... it comes back to the beginning huh... I still remember when you enter the room... you were thin... and now i can't see the difference if you stand beside a cow... hahaha... well Good luck on loosing weight... and good luck on winning the bed you had going on... since you've lost the bet against me... its 4-1 baby... and you still haven't manage to beat us this season...
ok then enough of all the crap... as i promise... I would tell about you... and i choose a perfect story to tell....
you guys might be wondering who's the gorgeous chick beside him in the picture.... well thats Emina Murtic ( hope that i got the spelling right) and this story is about one them... a particular story about their 3rd date before they become exclusive....
They were introduce by Faiz's sister Sofea... who happens to be Emina's roommate... Faiz had been telling me about her... about how gorgeous she is... well i haven't seen her picture at the time... but Faiz says that she was gorgeous a mix of Liff Taylor and i can't remember who's the other chick... but to me... when Faiz describe her so extremely beautiful... I got excited and wanted to see for myself.... and YES.... she's off the hook...
But what made her more gorgeous is her humbleness... I can't say more... the complement part I leave to Faiz to say....
He was saying that this girl is different.... well don't most guys says that about a girl when he's in love?
But its true... she's different... well put a side the fact that she's from Bosnia, and can speak about 6 different language...
He said that She's the only girl that ever give him the attention rather then getting the attention.. when he speaks to her... she'll look him in his eyes... fully concentrating on that particular conversation... She gave him a foot massage when he got a sprain ankle... doesn't mind taking the train to meet with him... and even waiting for almost an hour for him... she's either got nothing else to do or she's just madly in love with him...
I could say the same for him... he's been talking about her non stop... the reason why i'm not bored and tired of hearing his every story of her is because each story is exciting....
That day.... the theme was white... the party was said to start at 7.30pm... so Faiz decided to come at 8pm... He thought that he could come a bit late so that he would arrived just when the party has its rhythm... and boy how wrong was he... he was the first few to come... and that attracted a few eyes when they enter...
I could say that they made an entrance.... after meeting with the birthday girl which is Faiz's old best friend... they when out again for couple of minutes or was it an hour later... ( so i forget that little detail) When they come back... again they've become an attraction.... everybody was phraising her... since most of the crowd had already known Faiz... So she become the talk of the night.... that was before.. but they end up being the talk of that party... as you know.. its Faiz's bestfriends birthday party.. but they make it as if it were their party... they crash the party and burn it to the ground....
so here's what happen... as they were talking... emina was saying that the party was dull... whats a party without dancing.... so Faiz was saying what do you want to dance to?... believe this or not.. both of them know salsa... so Faiz when up to the deejay.. and ask for some salsa music... and they dance the night off... if when they enter all eyes were looking at them.... you should see how the crowd was looking at them while they were dancing... not just a dance... a salsa dance...
just use your imagination to see how they dance the floor off...
well... that night was the night where it all begin for them... both has the heart for each other.. but still there's something that can't tie them down... just untill.. well thats another story to tell...
He was saying that this girl is different.... well don't most guys says that about a girl when he's in love?
But its true... she's different... well put a side the fact that she's from Bosnia, and can speak about 6 different language...
He said that She's the only girl that ever give him the attention rather then getting the attention.. when he speaks to her... she'll look him in his eyes... fully concentrating on that particular conversation... She gave him a foot massage when he got a sprain ankle... doesn't mind taking the train to meet with him... and even waiting for almost an hour for him... she's either got nothing else to do or she's just madly in love with him...
I could say the same for him... he's been talking about her non stop... the reason why i'm not bored and tired of hearing his every story of her is because each story is exciting....
That day.... the theme was white... the party was said to start at 7.30pm... so Faiz decided to come at 8pm... He thought that he could come a bit late so that he would arrived just when the party has its rhythm... and boy how wrong was he... he was the first few to come... and that attracted a few eyes when they enter...
I could say that they made an entrance.... after meeting with the birthday girl which is Faiz's old best friend... they when out again for couple of minutes or was it an hour later... ( so i forget that little detail) When they come back... again they've become an attraction.... everybody was phraising her... since most of the crowd had already known Faiz... So she become the talk of the night.... that was before.. but they end up being the talk of that party... as you know.. its Faiz's bestfriends birthday party.. but they make it as if it were their party... they crash the party and burn it to the ground....
so here's what happen... as they were talking... emina was saying that the party was dull... whats a party without dancing.... so Faiz was saying what do you want to dance to?... believe this or not.. both of them know salsa... so Faiz when up to the deejay.. and ask for some salsa music... and they dance the night off... if when they enter all eyes were looking at them.... you should see how the crowd was looking at them while they were dancing... not just a dance... a salsa dance...
just use your imagination to see how they dance the floor off...
well... that night was the night where it all begin for them... both has the heart for each other.. but still there's something that can't tie them down... just untill.. well thats another story to tell...
you were in Green.. and I was in Red
Have u ever experiance.... a day in your whole entire life that would change your whole perspective on life.... a life changing experiance.... the feeling of reborn to a whole new person....
well.... i had a couple of those experiance over the past few years.... well... there is always that one experiance that differ from all the other.... THE GREAT experiance.... and yes... of course... the story always involve a woman.... not just a woman.... someone special.... for me to say she's special is hard enough... because i can hardly say i meet a girl that i would consider special.... because each to me are special... but she's different.... the most special among the specials.... (what ever am i talking about) well you guys got the idea....
i saw her that day.... well its intentional... but in another way unintentional.... whats unintentional is that i never thought that i would woke up that day and finally see her in person... after weeks of conversation over the phone and texting.... the sleepless night.... and everything....
well... skip to the good part...
so we made a date that day... we were so eager to meet each other.. but both were scared... probably we were scared that either of us wouldn't meet each other's expectation.... well i don't know about her... but she cought my eye the minute i say her beautiful eyes.... she's gorgeous with her green strip shirt and her jeans.... the most important thing is without make up.... she's a natural beauty.... she's my type...
i was a reck when i saw her... i was mumbling when i talk to her... my heart was beating faster then normal ever could beat.... but still i keep it cool... because i don't want to make a bad first impression on her.... ( thats another story to tell)
the day was normal.... catch a movie... well at first i was a bit dissapointed because i've waited for 4 hours before i could meet her.. she was late.... but i waited... thats what suprise me.... i'm going over my principal for this girl.... just after i thought the day was going to end.... it continued with a magical night.... the night that i will remember untill my last breath is blown on this earth....
u and i know how it happend.... and lets just keep that between us.... i have few regrets in my life... ok... a lot of regrets... but that night wasn't even close to be regretful.... because that was the night i fall deeply in love with you....
well.... i had a couple of those experiance over the past few years.... well... there is always that one experiance that differ from all the other.... THE GREAT experiance.... and yes... of course... the story always involve a woman.... not just a woman.... someone special.... for me to say she's special is hard enough... because i can hardly say i meet a girl that i would consider special.... because each to me are special... but she's different.... the most special among the specials.... (what ever am i talking about) well you guys got the idea....
i saw her that day.... well its intentional... but in another way unintentional.... whats unintentional is that i never thought that i would woke up that day and finally see her in person... after weeks of conversation over the phone and texting.... the sleepless night.... and everything....
well... skip to the good part...
so we made a date that day... we were so eager to meet each other.. but both were scared... probably we were scared that either of us wouldn't meet each other's expectation.... well i don't know about her... but she cought my eye the minute i say her beautiful eyes.... she's gorgeous with her green strip shirt and her jeans.... the most important thing is without make up.... she's a natural beauty.... she's my type...
i was a reck when i saw her... i was mumbling when i talk to her... my heart was beating faster then normal ever could beat.... but still i keep it cool... because i don't want to make a bad first impression on her.... ( thats another story to tell)
the day was normal.... catch a movie... well at first i was a bit dissapointed because i've waited for 4 hours before i could meet her.. she was late.... but i waited... thats what suprise me.... i'm going over my principal for this girl.... just after i thought the day was going to end.... it continued with a magical night.... the night that i will remember untill my last breath is blown on this earth....
u and i know how it happend.... and lets just keep that between us.... i have few regrets in my life... ok... a lot of regrets... but that night wasn't even close to be regretful.... because that was the night i fall deeply in love with you....
Thursday
Never to or invite an ex to your or her wedding
there's this one thing that i've been wanting to write about.. but haven't had the time to... well i did.. just that the last time i've spent half and hour infront of the computer skrin just wondering what to say... how to tell this story... its actually simple...
in the early days of me blogging... almost all of my blog entries is related to her... back then blogging is just the place that i needed so express what i've been feeling all this years since she left me... this story is about a girl name FARAH IZZATY... i wanted to put a picture of her... but i remember i've delete all the picture and burn everything 2 years ago...
but as i was going thru my files in my laptop... i discover there is another picture left of us... and looking at it... it had manage to took me back in my past and start thinking of her again... ( i've been trying hard not to think of her after the break up... it took me almost 3 years) suddently in an instand i reach for my phone and try to find out if i still have her number... well i did... and i call her up... she was supprise.... so we talk....
I was wondering why on that particular time i stumbel upon our old picture... and why i called her after almost a year and a half... what she had to say to me on our conversation had leave me.... well... i can't seem to find the right words to discribe it... davistated... dissapointed... shock.. indisbelive... speechless... try to take all those words and make it into one... that is what i felt...
She GETTING MARRIED.... yup... she is... This JUNE.... i find out 2 months before her wedding... when first i heard from her i lough... well i thought i lough... but instead... a part in me cried... the reason that i lought was not that i didn't believe her... it was because i had remember those days when we were we and together.... its true... first love is the hardest to forget....
I remember everything.... from our first date.... the place we use to go... our vacation... i was stupid enough to believe that we would last.. that we're different from anyone else... that what we had back then was pure and untouchable.... well we were young... and dumb... the one thing that i rememeber most was the wishing well... we both took a coin... and wish that we will forever be together and drop it in a wishing well...
i've been trying to see her.. asking that when could we meet... i don't know why.. maybe i wanted to meetup with her before she become someone's wife... but from all my tries... it never works out... its not that she don't want to... just that we're in different places thats all...
telling all this... you guys would ask the same thing as my girlfriend... do i still love her.... i told her (my gf) that if i'm with someone else rather then with her... i would say Yes i still love her... but I'm with her... and I love her so much... not just to say this because i want to win her... its the truth... after farah.. there's a bunch of girls.. but all fail the test.... and this one... doesn't even took the test and had already pass....
she lead me to love and trust again... and thank you Shareena Selamat....
I'm not going to the wedding... that's so ovious... Just a prayer that she lives happly ever after....
in the early days of me blogging... almost all of my blog entries is related to her... back then blogging is just the place that i needed so express what i've been feeling all this years since she left me... this story is about a girl name FARAH IZZATY... i wanted to put a picture of her... but i remember i've delete all the picture and burn everything 2 years ago...
but as i was going thru my files in my laptop... i discover there is another picture left of us... and looking at it... it had manage to took me back in my past and start thinking of her again... ( i've been trying hard not to think of her after the break up... it took me almost 3 years) suddently in an instand i reach for my phone and try to find out if i still have her number... well i did... and i call her up... she was supprise.... so we talk....
I was wondering why on that particular time i stumbel upon our old picture... and why i called her after almost a year and a half... what she had to say to me on our conversation had leave me.... well... i can't seem to find the right words to discribe it... davistated... dissapointed... shock.. indisbelive... speechless... try to take all those words and make it into one... that is what i felt...
She GETTING MARRIED.... yup... she is... This JUNE.... i find out 2 months before her wedding... when first i heard from her i lough... well i thought i lough... but instead... a part in me cried... the reason that i lought was not that i didn't believe her... it was because i had remember those days when we were we and together.... its true... first love is the hardest to forget....
I remember everything.... from our first date.... the place we use to go... our vacation... i was stupid enough to believe that we would last.. that we're different from anyone else... that what we had back then was pure and untouchable.... well we were young... and dumb... the one thing that i rememeber most was the wishing well... we both took a coin... and wish that we will forever be together and drop it in a wishing well...
i've been trying to see her.. asking that when could we meet... i don't know why.. maybe i wanted to meetup with her before she become someone's wife... but from all my tries... it never works out... its not that she don't want to... just that we're in different places thats all...
telling all this... you guys would ask the same thing as my girlfriend... do i still love her.... i told her (my gf) that if i'm with someone else rather then with her... i would say Yes i still love her... but I'm with her... and I love her so much... not just to say this because i want to win her... its the truth... after farah.. there's a bunch of girls.. but all fail the test.... and this one... doesn't even took the test and had already pass....
she lead me to love and trust again... and thank you Shareena Selamat....
I'm not going to the wedding... that's so ovious... Just a prayer that she lives happly ever after....
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