Why I've been famous these pass week...

I bought a Liverpool shirt so that I could enter the competition and win tickets for EPL Masters... I wanted 4 tickets because I want to see it with my family of friends... the 4 of us...

It was Friday... I bought the shirt on Thursday... the main reason was because I wanted to meet the EPL players who was a superstar during their time... and I wanted to share them with three important people to me...  I got a call up later that Friday evening saying that I've won...

I got two tickets... just because I wanted 4... I work the extra mile to get it.... luckily a friend gave me two... I was happy and went straight home after... so I didn't know that the winner was broadcast via email to all branches all over Malaysia and scope...

later on a saturday... i got call and text asking about me and SCB... now they know where am I... and I've expand my friends in the corporation... nice...

LETTER TO A LOVER

TO MISS FRAGILE HEART,

THANKS FOR HELPING TO BUILD BACK MY LIFE....
TO PUT A SMILE IN MY FACE THAT ONCE WAS SO GRIM...
TO BE SOMEONE THAT I COULD FIGHT WITH...
TO BE SOMEONE THAT TED COULD FIGHT WITH BESIDES ME...
FOR GIVING ME A FAMILY OF FRIENDS...
FOR EVERY EXCITEMENT WE HAVE EVERY WEEKEND...

FOR LETTING ME MEET ANA ABU AND "FRIENDS" =)
TO SHARE THE REBELLIOUS RAGE INSIDE US...
FOR BEING MY POETRY PARTNER

I'M SORRY TO MAKE YOU CRY WHEN I'M MAD
YOU CRY TO OFTEN BECAUSE YOU'RE SAD
BUT I'M HERE AND I HOPE THAT YOU'RE GLAD

I L Y S O.... HAPPY 143 DAY =)

8.9 Magnitude quake "The end is very near..."

Today Japan has been struck with a massive earth quake with a magnitude of 8.9 of the Richter scale… if you can’t imagine how massive an 8.9 quake… just remember Indonesia on 26th December 2004… That made the headline all over the world… a total of estimated death was 230,000 people in 14 countries… if you get the picture now on how massive it was for Indonesia back in 2004… it was 9.1 to 9.3 of the Richter Scale…

The number of death is still currently unavailable since it is still happening now as I write this… I was shock to see the live video by CNN news… they capture the footage by air… overseeing everything as it happens… from mid air you can hardly see the damage as it would seem like an over flowing river flooding the residential area… but the most shocking scene appears next… as the camera was shooting flood water carrying away cars and houses… ( I didn’t realize that it was cars and houses…) I saw the flood water chasing few cars on the road…

Imagine that… you’re driving… and behind you is a three feet wave chasing you from behind… it was just like something from a Hollywood movie… everyone was watching with fear… it’s not a movie.. it’s real life… now… I think that I share this thought with others that see what I see… 2012 may be the end of the world… as predicted by Nostradamus… and the movie 2012…

All over the world are in chaos… floods… earth quake…. Civil War… what that had been foretold by the prophet is true about people… Human in the last Century

Rock on...

My new guitar...

Finally I can start over with my guitar lesson...

Miss Orange Specks

This is for you... u deserve this...

I can't remember wather I've said this before or not... but I think I didn't... I'm sorry...
truly... deeply sorry... for what had happen between us in the past... Please don't think that I left you because you're not good enough... The truth is... you are... a very wonderful person... kind and soft hearted... with a nice beautiful smile... your characteristics are the main reason why I fall for you in the first place...

Please be ensure that I didn't leave you for someone better... I just thought that you deserve better... much-much better then someone like me at the time... because I was a bad person. I'm not as smart as you... not well organize like you do... I was a total looser... and I know you deserve better... what we had was not a fake feeling... it was only because of my lack and poor judgement.

I'm sorry to have put you in such a place... I have no excuse for what I've done... leaving you for her is not the thing that I'm proud off. It only lasted for a while... my life at the time was not exactly the time I'm living now... I had people depending on me... and relationship was something for fun instead of commitment.

But I've change...

I know you know of my current situation... to hide it seems pointless... and u of all people should know...
I don't stole her from you... she's still your best friend... because she put's u first before me... I know u love her and don't want her to get hurt... especially by someone like me... but I'm not "me" like i was few years back...

She would be at ease if you let us be... because she care's bout you more... if anyone is to blame... it's me...
I charish friendship like family... she does too... you are part of her family... and I respect that very well...
hope that you'll find it in your heart to let us be us...

Where am I so far in the 30's list

1. Sky Diving
2. Travel to a foreign country
3. Bungee jumping
4. Mountain climbing
5. Fly a plane
6. Learn to play the guitar ( in progress )
7. Scuba Diving
8. Own a Superbike

Last year in December I came up with a list... "Things to be done before im 30". There was at one time i thought that I could already complete half of the list this year... but there are some minor setbacks... but things are going thru as plan again...

I don't know when would I have the time to get a sky diving lisence... probably the same time that I wanted to learn and drive an aeroplane... now that ambition takes to much cost... so probably that would be the 2 last things to be done on the list.

I never travel to a foreign country before... even that I live in JB which is next Singapore... never been there at all... But I got plans to travel this year... I'd be sure that Singapore wouldn't be the fist country I visit... cause I hate those damn F****** erogant singaporingaynian...Kiasu Land would be a last resort. 
I made plans to go to Brunei early this year... but I got cought up with things... but now in March... I'm considering it... Thanks to the performance bonus I receive for this month. But then again... 

I got to buy a new Guitar... my guitar lesson has been pospone for same time now... and I need to fix up Grey... I got this weekend to spent... probably I could go Skuba Diving... if that is an option... or maybe bungee jumping... or ice skating... damn... This has made me think of lots of stuff... 

I hope for a change of sicenery in terms of working enviroment. Only then I think I could buy a Superbike... That would be cool... What's left is Mountain Climbing... that I got to do fast before I get to old to do it.  

Blogging terasa semakin payah sekarang...

Sedangkan... Blogging lah medium untuk aku menceritakan dan meluahkan segalanya... my own private electronic diary...

Pada tahun lepas aku berjaya mengatasi jumlah entry yang di post pada tahun sebelumnya. begitu juga dengan harapan untuk mengatasi post entry aku pada tahun lepas... tapi aku rase... tersekat... begitu banyak kebahagiaan yang aku ingin kongsikan namun terbantut... atas alasan2 kukuh yang aku sendiri tak berjaya untuk membuatkan alasan tu rapuh...

Kalau ikutkan hati dan diri... lantak lah semua yang ada... tapi aku dah tak boleh buat macam tu... sebab aku lebih berasa tanggungjawab dengan penulisan aku... memang bebas untuk bermain dan meluahkan kata-kata disini... tapi aku sentiasa berfikir akan kesan yang akan di implikasikan hasil dari penulisan itu...

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