SPAIN CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE

Even the colors of the ribbon on the trophy is SPAIN'S colors...

Casillas the Captain lifting the Cup

The Great Luis Aragones



Fans are jubilant of SPAIN triumph!!!!




Fernando Torres - El Nino



David Villa - 4 Goals-

I want to be there for me

My closes someone always manage to leave me… either move away or to be in a better place… I cried when my best friend who was my first friend since I was three died… and when my closes cousin who shared dreams and ambition with me… but I cant cry when my grandpa when away…

His death had finally get thru me… you only live once… and can’t afford to live in half or pretending to be someone… life to short for that…. Take every chance available without hesitation… because you can’t spend the rest of your life wondering what if…

I was always there for my friends… and now I think its time for me to be there for me… to take care of me… my needs… my feelings… my thoughts…. My best friend Yana was right after all… ‘Do things that you want Ril… don’t always have to think about other people… satisfy your heart first before you satisfy others’…

All this time of caring… of putting other people first before myself had only bring me more heart ache… and now all of that has no point…. And now I will care about me…

I want to be selfish…

birthday is just a number to me

It’s the 22^nd of June today… I mean the day I wrote this blog… It’s my birthday… I received text massages and calls from my closes friends… the truth is I didn’t realized about my birthday until a friend of mine called singing me a happy birthday song with her housemate… only then I remember… my mind was else where… I was in Mersing at the time… sitting in that old big house and reminiscing… I miss you grandpa… this big old house seems so empty without your presence… This is the worst birthday ever… then again to me it’s just another number… but thanks for those who remember… I appreciate all your wishes….

My beloved Grandpa just pasted away before my birthday… I was really sad… but my eyes couldn’t cry… but my heart is pouring… I just can’t believe he’s gone…

2 weeks earlier, I was in Mersing when he was sick and was admitted to the hospital… by the time my family decided to bring him home… he was already showing signs of recovery… the last time I saw him… I give him a massage and kiss him on the chick and give him a little hug… I said that I’ll be back to visit again… and that was the last time I heard his voice…

When I received news that he was gone… I was shock in this believe… I didn’t cry then… just that my heart and my mind are filled with uncertain feelings… An old Chinese saying goes “You wouldn’t cry… until you see the coffin” but I didn’t cry… even when I saw His body in front of me… when the body was being put in the coffin… when the coffin finally ascends underground… or even when people pour sand to cover the coffin and making the grave… I was one of them… holding a shovel in my hand…

I miss you grandpa… Miss your story of the Japanese and life of people back then during the Japanese occupation… wisdom you’d shared… tricks you’ve shown…. Stories of your childhood and stories of how the family first comes to Mersing… I miss all that and more…

I pray to God that you are in a better place… Al- fatihah…

To people that read my blog

Its been awhile since i went on9... I know... thanks for the birthday wishes... and thanks for the comment... i got some new post... but i can't post them just yet... lots been happening... and its the worst birthday ever... thanks to some friends that try to make it better...

I'm a bit in a mess right now... you'll know about it when i post my new blog...
thanks again

Shooting Star...

I wish upon a shooting star...
For us to meet tonight...
Even though that you are far..
You would never leave my side...

Wilderness Langkawi

This is a picture i drew using paint.. i just remembered the time i was in Langkawi... spending a whole week there while everybody else was busy in school...

It was in 2004, i was pissed at my friends for leaving the school... they promise to stay no matter how good our result would be... I'm the only one who didn't fill up any form to Technic... but later i discover the purpose of me for staying... I'm glad i didn't go... if not i would missed out on many wonderful memories...

The whole week was magical... Langkawi is a magical place to be... I love camping on the Island... canoing each day... visiting different island around Langkawi and the best part is making friends around Malaysia along the way... hurm.. where are you guys now... I only manage to get in contact with just a few of you...

Just in case you guys somehow read this blog... say hye to me will you... and tell me how to contact you... i'll be waiting...

NO MORE MR NICE GUY

i hate you.. i hate you.... and that's the feeling that i felt for you....
why you might ask.... because my care and concern doesn't seem fit for you...

JNB's said that she can't go socialize... because she doesn't have many friends... she said that its because she don't want to get hurt by others... i think that what she stands for is true... get close to others... and they will hurt you.... no matter if you are sincere or not... its just the perspective of people towards you...

I was knave to be too friendly to people... and now I'll say, "NO MORE MR NICE GUY"....

if anyone reading this feels that its them... it is you... so screw you...