I cried and I'm touched...

Tears was shed today... and it belongs to me...
Seriously... the party was unexpected... I'm surprise and touched by all of you... Its been a while since tears came out of my eyes... you guys surely know how to keep things a secret...

I dunno how many times I've said farewell... but this is my first farewell party... and its "beautiful" I'm seriously touched by everyone's support... I just can't say enough Thank You to express my gratitude to all of you... I didn't prepare my speech as I thought my farewell note is enough...

Thank you again... and Thanks for the wonderful present and the card... the wishes in it too... surely I wouldn't forget this day...

I guest you have to say few farewell to achieve something... I guest there is some truth in this quote
"You never achieve greatness untill you sacrifice the things you love the most"...

Perpecahan Kumpulan "Budak Kaca Mata"

Berita terkini...

Ahli-Ahli kumpulan BKM atau "Budak Kaca Mata" dikatakan akan berpecah tidak lama lagi. Sumber dari seseorang yang rapat dengan kumpulan ini menjelaskan bahawa punca perpecahan bukanlah kerana tiada sefahaman sesama ahli tetapi kerana ketidak puasan hati dua orang ahli anggota mereka iaitu Ringgo (Vokalis & Lead Guitar ) dan Farel (Back up singer & Kerincing) terhadap mutu pengurusan syarikat rakaman dimana mereka bernaung. (Corrupted Standard Records). Mereka memilih untuk berpisah dan cuba untuk bergerak secara solo dan membawa haluan masing-masing.



Nizam cuba untuk mengelak dari gambarnya diambil juru gambar kami



Difahamkan bahawa Nizam atau lebih popular dikenali sebagai "Zam Kawa" dikalangan peminat setia kumpulan ini akan terus memperjuangkan Band "Budak Kaca Mata". Walaupun bersedih dengan keputusan dua orang anggota kumpulannya (Ringgo & Farel) untuk meninggalkan kumpulan terbabit, beliau tetap redha.

Nizam yang difahamkan baru sahaja mendapat anak ke 3 baru-baru ini, kelihatan tenang apabila ditemuramah.

Beliau menyatakan bahawa beliau akan tetap terus memperjuangkan Band "BKM" dan dalam usaha untuk mencari bakat-bakat baru bagi menggantikan ahli yang telah pergi. Kumpulan ini juga akan mengadakan konsert terakhir mereka bersama pada Hari Jumaat ini di KTV Jalan Imbi. 

Kumpulan yang popular dengan lagu "3 Abdul ini" akan membuat audition pada hari yang sama. Kepada mereka-mereka yang ingin mencuba nasib, dialu-alukan untuk menghadiri sesi audition ini. 

-TAKBERNAMA- 

Kalau boleh aku nak buat macam nie kat kau........

my last week....

Its Tuesday already... 2 more days to go before Friday comes... and it would be my last day with Payment Centre... I'm not so sure what to feel exactly... at one point... I'm happy... not because of leaving... but to get a better job offer.... but some other part of me feels a bit sad that its over... 

Things seems to be falling apart with all the team... not just that... even my old team dessolving.. everybody is
leaving... to another orginazation or other departments... I made the right choice by leaving as the future here seems to be uncertain... well... I have my option if I stay... just that I'm not willing to wait... 

I would miss the enviroment here... the people here... except for one particular person that I need not to mention... she knows who she is... everybody else is just simply wonderfull... they had welcome me here with this orginazation since my first day here... 

The thing I would miss the most is the company of my old friends... old in terms of age... not period of time known... I like to hangout with people whos older... because they have lots of wisdom to share... and I always gain something from them... well the down sid eof it... I seem to be as old as them when we sit in one table... 

This week has been a leisure week for me.. with nothing much to do since half of my work has already migrated to Chennai... it was funny when people from scope thought that I've migrated to Chennai... I'll miss liaising with them regarding my reports...  there not much to do at work these days that it had made me crazy... just imagine sitting at the office with nothing to do for almost 6 hours of the day... 

I'll miss everything... but.. nothing last for ever... as everything that starts.. must have an ending...   

In her I lay...

In the dark...
I see a little spark...
But is it too little to start a fire???

The way her eyes linger...
how she move her finger...
each time when me touch each other...
had led me to be still and not go any further...

should I stay?
or go away and be astray...
but the heart can't except to betray...
and so beside her I lay...

safe and warm in her care...

it was sweet...

I'm leaving KL in a week's time....

but I'm so glad to leave now after I've got my revenge.... it was so sweet... to capture that look upon the bitch's face when I'm right there in front of her... the thing that was separating us was just the glass door...

That's the last you'll ever see me... and I win... I always win... one way or another.... =)

hurm... I really am the type of person that holds vengeance and grudges towards people... I use to deny that... but it has proven to be true in countless occasions...

well... I just fuck em up like I was fuck... only double the dosage....   

just a thought........

yesterday i saw a man and a woman and they had 5 young kids i wondered very hard, what made people come together what made people love despite of and in spite of.........


how do imperfect people seem so perfect in each other's eyes i want to marry my best friend a woman, whose sees my thoughts as they are, and knows how not to hurt me, how to make me smile....a woman who I am completely unafraid of being myself....... a woman i can fully wholly trust to mother my kids...
a woman whose silence calms me.... a woman whose thoughts are clear to me.... a woman whose eyes find mine... a woman who is my best friend and who i want to be perfect for

love is never wasted,


and we only pity those who don't know how to hold on to it but guard your best heart and save it for the woman who knows how to care for it, who makes me beat harder and faster.........