its been two weeks now since the start of the semester... things are all moving fast... damn fast... well its always been like this... since i first arrive here few years back... just need time to adjust after a long break...

Today i was ask to give an idea on what topic to write... i was trying my best to think... but today... its pretty much been very hazy... i don't know whats going on with me... i think i still left myself back in JB...

Someone told me today that when she read my blog... she thought that i was someone who is serious all the time... but I'm exactly just the opposite...

Lots about me that people often misjudge... and i wish i could told them off.. and stop them from making assumption about me... but... its now my style... i believe in freedom of thinking... and something is just better left unsaid...

I'm happier this semester... but still the sense of emptiness is still there.... but not when i'm with Ted... He's been there for me... a good friend... he makes me smile each and every time... you'd be surprise to know who Ted is... well currently he's not with me.. his status is away... on a week vacation... that's just the thing... we never been a part for 7 years... and this is first time... but he's doing well... just chought a slight fever... but i know he is in good hands...

this is just getting weird and weirder for me... and i love it...