As time goes buy... I learn a lot relating to love, relationship, trust, and being faithful....
and that is... never to love, never get involve in a relationship, trust no one, and stop being faithful...
so... it has begun... the dark side of my life... as I get older... I've grown to become wiser by experience in life and by aging day by day.... Just after i left school... i left home... and travel to a few places... meet with new friends... expanding my network of friends... learn new things... new stuff... learn to adjust in different places... its fun.. and sometimes painful...
people can sure be deceiving... they always shows their good side to others... and hide their true colours... deep inside where people can't even see a glimpse of it...
And so i learn it all... learn the do and don't... the does and doesn't... they say it takes one to know one... and so I've become one... I learn that I have the capability to read throe people... to see their strength and weaknesses... to see people's limit.... and that is how... I learn to manipulate...
This new found give is being used for my personal gain... and its bad... I've become the type of person that I hate to become... a lying and deceiving man...
Why??? because I'm searching... for something to fill up my life... this is my way... and many would go against it... but so what??? what have others have gave me beside betrayal and heart ache??? so they are just the same... then don't judge me just yet.... because you're be judging yourself.... " Am I such a good person that i could judge others??? " the answer is NO... so except people for who they are....
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