Living free... doing everything and anything without ever thinking of any consequences... living life to the fullest... I enjoyed that life... enjoyed it very much... back then... i have nothing to worry... and being not to worry about anything is not being scared of anything... living without fear...
but that life has its disadvantages... if i chose to life that life... i would be lonely for the rest of my life... and so i chose to love...
and love is always a complicated life... a life of fear... fear of being left by love... doing anything possible to keep that love from going away... even if it means that i have to feel hurts and pain... but that pain doesn't compare the feeling of being lonely... and so i bare it all...
Its true... to the people who read me through their naked eye would say that I'm a womanizer... but i have the right to choose the right one don't I??? so does everybody else... but I've found what i'm searching... just that its hard to make her believe that she's the one...
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