Third reason for lying reposted

Posting my story of Ted just have to wait... because my mind is wondering else where...
Good things.. do come to those who wait... but great things comes to those who wait a little longer...

I wish that I've waited longer.... so that I would not have to lie...
In my post earlier.... I ask what is the third reason for lying... I was hoping that someone could tell me... but.... I finally got the answer myself... The third reason for lying is LOVE...

Love is a crazy and funny thing... it's never meant to be understood but to be felt...
you'd do anything for love... but is everything done by people that is in love could be forgiven???
that remain unanswered...

That would be my question for people who read my blog now... second question after the third reason for lying... I'm confessing that I not a type of person that could be trusted... I'm a big fat liar... yes I'm... people who are close to me often said that I'm a kind and good person... silently i despised their thought... I'm a manipulator... I can manage to control people's feelings and emotion....

Why do I finally admit this out loud??? Because I fall in Love again... and it hurts... when you finally found a reason to go straight... to be true.... you just can't simply be trusted... thats sad...
I'm not sorry for what I did... because I did it out of my love for her...

I end up being a jerk... I had always been in and out of a relationship after I broke up with my ex that I once thought that she was the only love of my life... I was played... and it hurts... I know that feeling very well... I'm just so sorry for doing the same to others... Its not about revenge... I just don't know why...

Ever done something for no reason???

I just want to find someone and commit myself to her.... and I choose one... and whats left is just an answer from her...

Ted's the one that picked her... thanks Ted... your my bff for life...