Thursday

Reliving the Golden Days...

I had put excitement in my life to the very minimum after my uni days… thought to focus on life and its meaning… but the truth is… it didn’t get me where I wanted to go…

I’ve tried and explore new things… go against my principal and my perspective… but it all leads to a dead end…

Now I’ve decided to revert back in my golden years… where I was really hard not to talk about… not to brag… or to be proud… just for you to get the picture of my golden years… love me.. Hate me… adore me you will…only people that are true to me will never be disappointed to know me…

I’ve reunited with ‘the three’ and with open arms I was welcomed… just like in the old days…

I’m far more dangerous now then before… since I’ve gain much more resources… but it also a warning to myself… ‘Revert to only the golden days... never again look back at the darker days…” I was saved once… thanks to Ning… and I wouldn’t risk of ever repeating that stupid mistake again…

Even thought that the past has always found its way back to me… I guest… when you try to go to the light… there would be challenges… just to see how sincere you are…

“Its not easy to be easy… it’s not hard to be hard”

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