Back when we were we

back when we were we... you guy's where always there for me...

Thank you.... I wish you well where ever you maybe....

we'll always have our memories to guide us thru....

Miss you guys already...

Hard can be in the middle of life… So hard that some wish for it to end
For I have strived… and I strive… to finally found a true friend.
About this person I would like to share… Hope she knows how much I care…

How could I write?
And how could I recite?
To tell you about ******n
Whose nickname is ****
We met was because of fate
What I felt for the first time was all hate
But she turn’s out to be great
That’s something that I couldn’t dictate
Bit by bit we start to know each other
That’s after I asked for her number
And that is when things started to get better
No longer a stranger to one another
She has this laughter
That would chase your bitter
She listen and critics all at the same time
She’s just being true and surely that’s not a crime
That’s what I like about her
Straight forward without any corner
She has this voice that could calm me down
And brings me up when ever I feel down
That’s a true friend that is hard to find
And yes… she’s one of a kind

You know why... then why asked?

Yes… I think that all I said to who ever you said is true…. I’m fad up with you… seriously I regret leaving my ex for YOU… you put me thru hell… I give everything and at the end you leave me in mockery… you don’t have respect for me… and you will never gain respect from others….

No wonder Andy was looking for scandals behind your back… I understand what he felt when he was with you… He wasn’t happy…

Come on… you said that if I really did regret… why didn’t I leave you??? I think about leaving you everyday… but you know so well why I can’t leave you… and now you did leave me… that is really what I always wanted…. No need to follow you’re friend advice to give me the finger and fuck off…

The worse I ever had is you… you can cry on to one poor bastard that hasn’t known you well yet… its fine by me… I can tell you one thing… you wouldn’t meet with a guy ever so close like me…

Owh I know you’ll read this….

you're too much...

ok.. i'm the looser...

you're the rich and i'm the poor...

don't make it look like my fault when its yours...

That's Harsh

Harsh words had been said… words that to a normal person would definitely hurt…
my principal in life are simple… people do good things to me… I’ll reply them with double goodness… and who ever do bad things to me… I’ll triple the bad things to them… but since with you… I’ve broken almost every principal in my life… and so I’ll break it once more….

I so much want to get even with you… even did a few stuffs that would hurt you the most… and I knew I succeeded in doing that… but no more… I think back on my life… and I’ve hurt people’s feelings before… so I guest I deserve this one…

You were the perfect girlfriend… and I just don’t have the time to fulfill your needs… you’ve asked for a break up about 10 times… but I don’t believe that it was over… but now… after those harsh words of you and your friends… I know that it’s definitely over… I have my pride as a guy… and I’ve shattered it all because of you… and yes… what you said is true… I DESERVE BETTER…

After all the crap you put me thru… I accept that it’s over… and thank you for all the wonderful memories… I’ll pay you back someday…

To my three best friends

Its been a while since we when out or even sit down to have dinner or just having a drink together… all four of us… well our lives are different now… things are even more complicated just like you said Yana…

I know it’s awkward for you guys…. Having me around when I’m enemies with that bastard… things between me and Syameem seemto be resolving… but still every time I’m with her there’s this awkward silence between us… we seem to have nothing to say to each other… at one point we were surplus with topics to say to each other… each time on the phone would be for hours… but now… it seems like we’re strangers….

You guys said that I’m trying to avoid all of you… no… that’s not it… I’m just trying to keep my distance… you three are close… I’m sure I would only take up space… anyway you can always find me when ever you need help or in trouble… just like you guys always do…
I’m actually living my life just like the way before I meet you guys… our memories together was great… lets just keep it that way…

Spot on Aqie

Yup.. Our lives will always be surrounded by people that is not satisfied with what they have so they bother other people just to feel good about themself...

those people are the loser type....

so the fuck with them.... just live on our awsome life and let the loser be....
don't bother giving them attention....

and soon they'll die on their own...

live life your way...