To my three best friends

Its been a while since we when out or even sit down to have dinner or just having a drink together… all four of us… well our lives are different now… things are even more complicated just like you said Yana…

I know it’s awkward for you guys…. Having me around when I’m enemies with that bastard… things between me and Syameem seemto be resolving… but still every time I’m with her there’s this awkward silence between us… we seem to have nothing to say to each other… at one point we were surplus with topics to say to each other… each time on the phone would be for hours… but now… it seems like we’re strangers….

You guys said that I’m trying to avoid all of you… no… that’s not it… I’m just trying to keep my distance… you three are close… I’m sure I would only take up space… anyway you can always find me when ever you need help or in trouble… just like you guys always do…
I’m actually living my life just like the way before I meet you guys… our memories together was great… lets just keep it that way…