Friday

because u love me.


For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Saturday

Puteri Sri Menanti

Aku sendiri tidak mengerti… apakah rasanya didalam hati ini…
Sejak kau ku temui… hatiku tidak lagi didatangi sepi…
Aku sukar untuk jatuh cinta… yang terhebat dapat ku rasa hanyalah memuja…
Dan dirimu benar ku puja…
Mungkin kau tertanya mengapa… Mengapa dirimu daku puja…
Akan tetapi aku tiada jawapannya….
Soal hati adalah sesuatu yang rahsia… aku sendiri pun tidak mengetahuinya…
Namun apa yang aku rasa ketika ini… adalah sesuatu yang aku tidak pernah inginkannya pergi…
Aku menjumpai diriku dalam dirimu… membuatku tidak pernah merasa jemu…
Kerana kau membuat hatiku rasa tidak menentu… dan adakalanya aku merasa buntu…
Apakah nanti akhirnya akan ada cinta antara kita… cinta yang mengubat hati yang pernah terluka…

Thursday

Next Destination








somewhat amazing

When we first meet... I was already intrigue by her characteristics...

after loosing all interest in girls... she somehow put back that urgency in me to start taking up interest again... well.. guest what... the intuition that I had on the first time I meet her had lead me to a journey of wonderful discovery...

every single day with her... I learn new things... it's like being reborn... apart of being really small and stupid... I'm a grown man and fully aware of my actions and decisions... knowing her is like getting to know me... we share a lot of things in comment... I think it's fair to say that she amplify every knowledge that I know to whole new level...

I always say that a girl is amazing... that was because there were feelings involve... but to say and describe her as amazing... is like admiring a beautiful painting... everyone has their opinion on things... But I can bravely said that... each and everyone that ever had the chance to know her will say that she's something... somewhat amazing... I'm just lucky to be with her...

life is all about discovery... and for me... this is the beginning of my journey...

Wednesday

Kasut Span Hitam

Dari jauh aku melihat kau bahagia... mengharapkan aku dapat menjadi sebahagian dari kebahagiaan itu... tapi itu dulu... semuanya kisah lalu... kisah sewaktu kau dan aku...

pernah kau kata tanpa doaku pun kau kan bahagia... menikmati setiap saat kehidupan di dunia...
dan dalam waktu itu aku merana... kerana aku kecewa... kemudiannya kau cela... tapi aku rela.. aku terima... kerana perasaan kasih itu masih ada... waktu itu.. harapan ku cuma mahu melihat kau bahagia...

tapi kini waktu dah berlalu... banyak perubahan dah berlaku... aku sedikit pun tak pernah kau perlu... dan aku teringat kata2 mu... tiada tempat aku disisi mu... dan diriku telah lama mati...

aku tak mahu lagi hidup mengenangkan kisah yang lalu... aku ingin maju... bergerak ke depan dan membuat keputusan... tanpa lagi menghiraukan... bayang-bayang dan kenangan...

disini... telah aku ketemukan sebuah erti... terbuka hati untuk bercinta lagi... dia datang bukan lah sebagai seorang pengganti... tetapi seseorang yang memahami isi hati, diri dan jiwa ini... sesuatu yang kau xpernah beri... hari ini aku bebaskan kau pergi... jauh dari minda dan hati ini... semoga kau jumpa apa yang kau cari... dan kita.. xpernah akan bertemu lagi...

Thursday


Maybe I do know what I want...
Maybe I don't... Maybe what I feel is real...
But what I see is clouded by bushes of trees...
Life is a journey of discovery... you learn it when you reach the end...

I like my discovery to be a mystery.. instead of a written story...
My only hope is that I discover you in my journey..
so that we could be together for eternity... =)

Coretan Malam

kadang kala orang tanya kenapa.... mereka mempersoalkan tindakan kita... kerena pada kaca mata mereka... ada yang kurang.. ada yang tak kena...

maunya tidak orang bertanya... apabila tindakan kita menjangkau batasan dan kebolehan kita di luar imiginasi mereka....

Biarlah mereka dengan kata-kata dan tanggapan mereka... Mereka hanya mampu memberi pandangan... jauh sekali ada yang akan memberi cadangan untuk penyelesaian... kerana hanya diri yang mengalami mampu merasai sejauh mana berbaloinya apa yang telah dikorbankan...

Aku terus.. dan terus sahaja menunggu... sampai satu tempoh yang aku sendiri tak tahu... tapi aku pasti... akhirnya aku akan dapat jawapan yang aku cari... Penantian ini tidak akan dipersiakan... walau masih lagi diperingkat permulaan... kerana setia.. tetap ingin aku korbankan...