Once... when we were we..

I've shared lots of stuff in my blog, so why shouldn’t I tell my story of you??? This is probably the last picture I have of us… since I burn all the others… remember this picture??? It’s the first time we go on a date outside of JB…

Why I choose to tell the story now??? The reason is simple… I never did get over you… 10 years we were together… we grew up together… from friends then you’ve become my number one enemy… remember all the fights we had when we were kids??? I still remember the time you chase me in school just because I pull your hair… you were the track and field star back then… but try to catch me now… I’m much faster now… hahaha… remember the time when you push me down the stairs??? I fell and sprain my ankle… but you were the one that was crying… we had many fights since I confess that I like you when we were in primary 4…

Later when we get older… we chose to forgive each other… and become friends… without us knowing… we’ve become closer to each other… and we become bestfriends to each other… a year past and we finally become lovers… well at least one of my dreams in life came true… and that dream was you… I thought that you had the same dream too… I guest those 4 years that we were together had made you see other dreams in your life… Can I blame you for having a dream??? No I can’t… as much as it was painful to except that you are leaving… I let you leave me… someone said that “if you love somebody you learn to let go, if she comes back to you then she’s yours…” I think that, that phrase is not finish… I would say that “if you let go and she comes back… she’s yours… that is if you want her back…” I love you… had always love you… but never could I except you back… why??? The answer lies within you… its not as simple as just forgive and forget… you and I know that…

And now you have been replace… maybe she’s not as perfect as you… and you think that too… but to me she’s perfect… more that you could ever be… love to me is abstract… its never to be understood but to be felt… so don’t think that I can’t make it without you… even thought that I haven’t gotten over you… I’m still trying to… so far she’s helping me to forget you… but hey… no worries… could anyone truly forget their first love??? I’m still here as a friend… and that is all we’re ever going to be to each other…