Saturday

so now you know...

Why do you ask question that you already know the answer to? 

Seriously... what do you want me to say? 
U think if i stop caring... and there's no feeling... that I would update myself with what's going on in your life? 
u should know better... U made me forget about my past... you were the only thing that I could think of to make me smile.... to feel happy.... 

But what do you do when the only person on this earth that could make you smile is the one that made you cry? who else could you turn too? 

After you...the others are so easy to forget.... because it was not as real as what we had... I don't know bout you... but I was looking forward for a future with you... that's the only reason and explanation why I'm brave enough to meet with your dad.. your mom... hangout with your brother and treat your lil' sister as my own... and why I was brave enough to bring you and meet with my family... even that i know my mom hate it when I'm in a relationship during my studies... but she loves you... she did ask about you after.... 

what was i suppose to tell? 

You question my heart about you... said that I was over you just because I forgot few things about you... don't you remember I use to remember everything... from your favorite color, your actual hight and the hight you tell people that you are even that you're not that hight... what you like to eat... the size of your slippers and shoes...  

Then you just left... during my critical state in life... tell me if that is easy to forget... you said it was... most probably i was just a joke to you... you just don't know how much you mean to me... and I've been living my life and work hard enough to live up to my promises to you... but u never know that... 

You've help me more in the past... things that no one would... and so if you must know... the answer is "YES"
and you know that is the answer for your question you asked me... 

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