Movie editing…

I received a phone call from a friend that I’ve known for 2 ½ years… and we meet for the first time on Sunday… 10/10/10… who would of guest… she called me for a favor… she asked me if I could edit and combine her Arab Project video for her using movie maker…


Movie maker? For real? That’s the easiest software to use… that was what I thought… So I take up the offer… she said that she was willing to pay… “Girl, I can’t take your money…” I took the assignment because I thought it would be fun to use movie maker again…


But Oh God…


You can’t just use movie maker to finish your project darl… you need more then that…


The video format is not compatible with movie maker which uses .wmv format… I have to convert all 38 clips to the proper format and edit each and every clip so that it would go perfectly together…


Frankly speaking, when I first saw the clips… I wanted to reject the offer straight away… but you were depending on me… that’s the problem… I can’t let anyone down… so I take it as a challenge…


It was not easy… I got a bit frustrated at first… because its been a while since I left the “GEEK” world… I have to remember everything… all the tricks… the short cuts… even that I don’t have all my tools… I manage to do it… When the first scene was completed… I lay back and smile… I still got the touch… just need to polish it more and more… I manage to finish the 1st scene and converted and edit the clips for scene 2 and 3… so tonight… I finish up the last scene… and hopefully… by tonight.. I finish up the whole movie…


I’ll be sure to post it on my blog…

all my relationship has an expiration date...

There was a time... I was someone that made other people happy... I was always like that... it's in my nature... I still am... was born that way I guest... but not... I've set myself to a limit... 


My childhood was a bit rough... no matter how good was my achievement... I'm always second to my brother... so I learn to live life my way... and get things done myself... so making people smile... is actually getting people's attention... the kind that I seek but don't get from people that I wanted to... The one that matters... 


Somehow.... making people smile and try to solve other people's problem is actually helping myself... it helps to cure the pain that I feel inside... 


Things change when I manage to further my studies... I got lots off attention from everyone that matters to me... my family... at first it was weired... it was like moving to another family... but later... I got use to it... but it took me a while... I'm use to get things on my own.. then suddenly out of the blue... things are provided... just like that... 


as things change.. I change... instead of making people happy... I chose to make myself happy... and I broke someone's heart in the process... well it seems that she has recover now... and we're still friends... but I didn't regret that decision... I did it because I've found love... the feeling that I thought was lost... even though that it lasted less then a year... it was worth it... 


so now both of them are happy with someone else... and I'm just a fade memory in their life... 
at least that I know that they now are happy... that's good enough for me... so now I suffer the consequences... I'm miserably alone... 

That's ok I guest... it's karma... so I accept my fate... 




I'm just a rebound guy that makes u happy when you have problems with your para more... and when you're done with me and things are ok between you and your  lover.... I'm as good as trash... 

Why Boys Need Their Parents....

i woke up today feeling a bit tipsy...

I was so damn lazy to wake up... just wanted to stay in bed... my head kept on thinking... "I should take MC today"... but then... when I imagine the dragon lady whose nesting at the office... I change my mind....

but this morning was really weired... I feel like crying.... and I still wonder till now what was the reason for it...

I think it starting to get to me...

I should get out more often... but I don't want to... everyone that is with me is a fake... i know they are using me... but I let it be... because secretly without they knowing.. I'm using them... =)

But what's the point of going out... meet with girls... even though they smile at me... I can't feel the spark... it's not there no more... I can't feel it no more.... the heart is dead...

things i do when i open my eyes

No matter how tough you think you are… there would always be a point that you’ll break down… after all… we’re only human…


I never did bother much about my surroundings… who I’m with or what they think… for me… I’m just living that moment in time… where nothing else matters… my characteristics change… depends on each and every situation… only two had manage to make me be the person I truly am... 


One had married… and now with a child… and the other… hurm… I can’t really say… she’s around… but there’s nothing much I could do about it…

From all the fun, dangerous, and life threatening life I use to be in… I chose to hide myself and be discreet. Now… everyday is the same routine… get up at 7am… go to work at 9am… come back either 7, 8 or 9pm… take my dinner… and sleep…

On the weekends… I just tried to wake up as late as I possibly could… but I always woke up early… what a bummer…

I enjoyed being alone… do stuff on my own… what I want to do… my own time…


But as always… there would be a time… it just get to lonely…

I wonder if I would die all alone one day…

HIROSHIMA AFTER 63 YEARS

THIS WAS HIROSHIMA WHEN THE AMERICAN BOMB IT 63 YEARS AGO THAT PUT AN END   

TO WORLD WAR 2.... 

THIS IS HIROSHIMA NOW.... LOOK AT IT... EVEN THAT IT STILL HAS SOME RADIOACTIVE POLLUTION... IT HAS GROWN TO BECOME ONE OF THE LARGEST CITY IN JAPAN... NO WONDER TUN MAHATHIR ASK MALAYSIAN TO LOOK AT THE EAST INSTEAD OF WEST FOR REFERENCE...  

Liu Bolin - The Invisible Man

Can U See HIm? 

He actually paint himself to his surrounding... cool right... talk about taking artistic into another level