all my relationship has an expiration date...

There was a time... I was someone that made other people happy... I was always like that... it's in my nature... I still am... was born that way I guest... but not... I've set myself to a limit... 


My childhood was a bit rough... no matter how good was my achievement... I'm always second to my brother... so I learn to live life my way... and get things done myself... so making people smile... is actually getting people's attention... the kind that I seek but don't get from people that I wanted to... The one that matters... 


Somehow.... making people smile and try to solve other people's problem is actually helping myself... it helps to cure the pain that I feel inside... 


Things change when I manage to further my studies... I got lots off attention from everyone that matters to me... my family... at first it was weired... it was like moving to another family... but later... I got use to it... but it took me a while... I'm use to get things on my own.. then suddenly out of the blue... things are provided... just like that... 


as things change.. I change... instead of making people happy... I chose to make myself happy... and I broke someone's heart in the process... well it seems that she has recover now... and we're still friends... but I didn't regret that decision... I did it because I've found love... the feeling that I thought was lost... even though that it lasted less then a year... it was worth it... 


so now both of them are happy with someone else... and I'm just a fade memory in their life... 
at least that I know that they now are happy... that's good enough for me... so now I suffer the consequences... I'm miserably alone... 

That's ok I guest... it's karma... so I accept my fate... 




I'm just a rebound guy that makes u happy when you have problems with your para more... and when you're done with me and things are ok between you and your  lover.... I'm as good as trash...