No matter how tough you think you are… there would always be a point that you’ll break down… after all… we’re only human…
I never did bother much about my surroundings… who I’m with or what they think… for me… I’m just living that moment in time… where nothing else matters… my characteristics change… depends on each and every situation… only two had manage to make me be the person I truly am...
One had married… and now with a child… and the other… hurm… I can’t really say… she’s around… but there’s nothing much I could do about it…
From all the fun, dangerous, and life threatening life I use to be in… I chose to hide myself and be discreet. Now… everyday is the same routine… get up at 7am… go to work at 9am… come back either 7, 8 or 9pm… take my dinner… and sleep…
On the weekends… I just tried to wake up as late as I possibly could… but I always woke up early… what a bummer…
I enjoyed being alone… do stuff on my own… what I want to do… my own time…
But as always… there would be a time… it just get to lonely…
I wonder if I would die all alone one day…
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