My World

I was once told that in live... you must find your own world in order to feel the sense of belonging...I've search for this world.... and find a few... and thought that i belong in some of that world at first... but time told me otherwise... and so i keep on searching for my world.. just to feel the senseof belonging...

for now this is my world... well i've discovered it years ago... but i left it when i thought i had found something else... there was nothing wrong with it... except that its to wild... i love it... i didn't even know why i left it..
but now... i'm bck again. maybe to stay... maybe this is the world that i've been searching for...
to some... you might dispare... but i don't care.... you're not me...





i'm done trying making other people happy while i bare their sadness... i should be selfish and think about myself first... yup.. everyone should think about themself first before thinking ofothers... because you yourself are not perfect... so don't bother correcting people...
well thats too selfish.... okey... i would rephrase...

help others if only you think it dosen't effect you... thats the best way...