Insomnia

Its been almost a week now... and i've been getting insomnia... I can't really find the problem for my sleeping disorder... i'm usually like this during big matches... but hockey is long gone for me... I keep on feeling this adraline rush in my head that prevent me from sleeping... owh.. i've tried and i've tried so may thing to get me to sleep... but the final conclusion isi just can't sleep...


I've been watching tv last night... I think its my second time watching tv since i got back for the holidays... and my firstthis month.... suppprise? well i never relly dig television.... I rther watch movies.... that' why all the series that I loveI have them downloaded from the internet... so that I wouldn't miss and episode... and I can watch it when ever I want...


Back to the story.... as I was watching ASTRO PRIMA.. i can't remember the tittle of the story... well its about a guy who disguises as a woman and work at the same office as his girlfriend.... just to see her girlfriend everyday... but the girl couldn't rocogize her boyfriend and up being good friends to each other... The girl friend would often share her problems regarding her boyfriend to her new 'girlfriend'... gosh.. what a dumb bitch... then again...


the girlfriend often wants to meet up with her boyfriend but he's always busy with something... her boyfriend dosen't workat all... so when he said that he's busy... she starts to suspect him to have another woman.... such a typical, simple mindedshort thinkimh and irrational girl... well all girls are like that... to say most is just un fair... no offence ladies... in this story.. the reason why the boyfriend was busy is because their boss got the hearts for his boyfriend nd often ask him to go arround acompanying him to meet with client at night... it was a stupid story... but the issue was related to recentevent ocuring in my life...


women loves attention... they loved to be pampered by the one they love... but sometimes they ae asking too much... and all guys know this for a fact... but they never made time for them.. often busy with other stuff... stuff that mattered... you see... why woman and man are so diffrent is because woman are detailed... they look into every matter as if their livesdepend on them... picking up a colour for their nails can be a frustrating task... but guys... they look for way more serious matters... such as how to put food on the table... clothes and shelter... they are actually trying not just to make the womanhappy but the whole family... that is how unselfish man is... but woman only think of attention.... us man think of serious stuff for the harmonies of living together... so please understand... and be more considerate on what we've done...


one of the reason that the family intitution in this country starts failing is because of working parents... I mean.. if bothare working... who's left to look after the kids??? and all the burden falls under school teachers and nursery... I would say that putting food on the table is a job for the man of the house.... but thats is irrational of me to say... because the salary of just one parent can't coupe with the standart of living in this country... our standard of living is very low

compared to other develope countries....



but we are still developing.... the year 2020 is the vision that Malaysia is a fully develope country... and now is 2009... 11 years left to go.... I can see the mega structures developing... but I can't see and developmet in making our standart of living higher.... the macroeconomics objective is not achieve... the rich becomericher and the poor are just sadly poorer...


gosh... what ever am i babbling about... I'm way out of contacts... I'm thinking to much....