so whats new about me?

lets see... my ex girlfriend... whom i was involved with for almost 3 years... the first love that i ever had is going to get married this July.... she invites me to come to the wedding.... that's just so awkward... never invite and ex to your wedding... why??

why invite a failed romance to come and see a successful one?

of course i wouldn't go... Im letting my past go by treating it as it never existed.... its the best way... just forgive and let go....

then just as i thought that i had found someone that i could love more then i could love my ex... ( believe me.. loving someone else just as much is hard for me) she dumped me... and so that conclude another failure in my relationship....

isn't live just fun....

i'm done being downhearted... being brokenhearted... and other feeling associated with the heart... i'll treat all the other girls after this as a temporary flings.... but then again... i could be looking back in my past for this one particular person whom always have a special place in my heart....