To tell this out loud... is actually bringing my own down fall...
but I prefer the truth...
I chose to be alone for now... it's not like i don't have someone... it's just that... I don't want to right now... I was fucked up pretty bad the last time...
I'm being hypocrite when I receive sympathy from people... I'm alone because I choose to... seriously... If I wanted a company... all I have to do is just take a look at my phone book and start calling... just like that I'll be accompanied...
When you mix around as much... you pick up a few things that help you in life... to learn and tackle things... seeing each and every light at the end of the tunnel... to always look at the bright site of a bad situation...
I chose who I pick to be around me... because for me... who ever you chose to be around you... defines the type of person you are...
Just that lately... I put down my wall... let my guard down... and become so stupid after... believe me... that ain't happening again...
Judge me what ever you like... because for now... I'm ready to hurt then be hurt...
5 comments:
so betollah apa yang saya fikir selama neh.----> ish, tipulah mamat ni takde kawan, rasa nya dari dulu, koleksi kawan dia sangat banyak.sangat tak percaya kalau dia ni kata dia takda kawan.----> haha. so betollah apa yg saya fikir.;)
Dear ChanHo Zouk,
fall in love only when you're ready, not when you're lonely.
1st Anonymous:
you actually give away who you are by the way u text... do you know that or not? I know you've been stalking my blog... thank you for reading... and yes... I got lots of friends... all are special to me... i'm just finding the extra ordinary...
2nd Anonymous:
To tell you the truth... I'm never lonely... ted is always there to accompany me... dispite what you think about him... he doesn't judge people as much and always listen... he also know what to say to calm me down...
hahah. memang sengaja. ingat tak perasan.
eh tapi kan.. i'm not your stalker la. but i'm a 'frequent' reader. hihi
;)
Frequent ye? well... stalker ke frequent ke.... jarang-jarang or kadang-kadang...
I accept all kind of readers...
cheers~
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