just undecided...

Is it possible... to do the unbelievable...

There's always a chance... If you don't look at things in a glance...
Now I wonder... what is it exactly that i'm after... Life, love, career???
for now I don't really have an answer...


You left me... and he was laughing at me... because you're with him...
after all that I'd suffer... what's left is only grim....
on my face.. in my heart... the pain of being apart...

Then after 4 months... you said you never went away...
it's me who was far... are you seriously sain?
your tears... they're only lies...


I have choices in my life now... not that I don't when I was with you...


it's simply because... I've decided... and I turn off those options I have...

Now... its a new book... I'm off the hook... feeling fresh and revive...
after you put me thru hell... I manage to survive...

I except the pain with you as my karma...
for what I've done in the past to others...

but possimpabble is nothing and everything...


just undecided...